Happiness is not something we find,
it's something we create.

i was wondering..

dat nite aft choir concert..
Catherine told me something when i was standing there waiting for role call...
she said: 'u look better without ur glasses and when u smile more.'
i was like: huh??really?!!

hmm...off wiv my glasses huh..
dat wld be a good suggestion,but i dun think it'll happen in a few years time..
smile more..
hmmmmmm...
m i dat sad looking or fierce or whatever dat was in her mind dat time??


knw wat..
maybe i really shld take her suggestion seriously..
shld i??

Sometimes..
u don't need a huge thing to make u happy..

try to string all the little things up..
it will end up like a big smiley puzzle dat can make u smile too~~ ^^
and maybe it might do more than just a smile..
maybe a big picture that can make u laugh?
or even a whole scene that gives u a warm feeling?

Happiness is uncountable and cant be measured..
Cherish all the happy moments u have,
n u'll end up having the biggest happiness..
^_^

Pasar Malam

jz wanna post up a short update for tis dusty place ^^


muahahahaha~~~~
aft so much stress..
at last...v went pasar malam..
(v as in secret,jying,foong,derene,wen n me + yvonne n david 4dinner oni coz they hav band prac aft dat)

actually not to chill out,but in search of wen's n jying's shoes...
well..still v get to walk walk around mar..XP

for my dinner,i ate pan mee,
then mango ice for dessert,
then i oso curi some ai yu bing n d thing d they call it China burgers from wen.. XD

tis round is not exactly a spending spree for me..
but i did get sth..

n i was so blessed for spending my time wiv fellowmates. ^^


btw,
ninieee..get well soon.. XD (u knw wat i mean~~~ XP)

Life is Fragile

Yesterday I watched '102 Minutes That Changed America' with my family..
seriously..it freaks me out n gave me goosebumps..

but y goosebumps?
well~~
goosebumps as in how scary can human be when they r desperate...
it really scares me to imagine how desperate were d pilots until they not oni decided to sacrifice themselves but also d rest of d passengers..

tho i witness the fall of both WTC buildings on tv screen..
but i still feel really shocked..
n sad for those who r innocent but didnt had d choice of survival..
i really pity d firemen who went up to save the citizens yet they oso got kill when d whole building collapse in seconds ..


i had a lot of mixed feelings aft i finish the show..
thr r so many things dat words cant express..

one word to sum up all my confusion aft watching the show:

Speechless

To: Bei n Sis Qi

辛苦你们俩了⋯⋯
这些日子里在这些密密麻麻的‘鸡肠’里穿梭，有点难为你们了。

基于一些理由，包括以上的在内，
我做了一个这样的打算。
若你们觉得那边没有像这里这样地折磨你们，
那你们就逗留在那里吧。
不过一时时要在那里留一点足迹哦～（懂我意思吗？ ^^ ）

A question for myself

Did I really gained weight lately?
y r thr ppl constantly telling me dat i grew fatter edi?

1st,it was my mum who sudd pops out n say..
i have a 'tummy' (in canto,tou lam)
i was like..huh??!!
how did dat happened?

then 2day in uni..
my coursemate/senior whom i actually knw her b4 i came to uni during form 4 note dat i grew 'meaty' on my arms..
HUH???!!!

later on..
my another coursemate/senior oso mention dat i have 'tummy' edi..
n asked me how did i gained weight..
HHHUUUHHHH??!!!


how did this happened?
i seriously have no idea..

why why why??

is this suppose to be sth good or bad?
i dunno..

Appreciate ^__^

2 solid days of quality time spent.
and now going back to the stressful routine again.

there's been tons of noises invading my ears..
but im really starting to miss these two days.
missing the people i get to spend time with,
missing the chaotic moments of fooling around,
missing the gossips n heart to heart talks.
missing every single bit of those precious moments.


met n 're-met' some really nice people,
people who really care for my friends,
giving me a feeling that my angels are all in good hands.

seeing the lovebirds getting along so well really makes me feel happy for all my dears.
looks like they've found the ones who really are meant for them.
it's just so lovely and warm to see those scenes. #^.^#


i was wondering..
when can i have this kind of great time again..
december?hopefully..
i really,truly heart these moments.
^___^

*feeling full and contented for having a great break*
^^

Emo-ness >.<

Thr r some ugly truths dat ppl prefer to act ignorant towards it rather than knowing the whole thing.

so...
whenever u see dat look being plastered on someone's face,
don't ask.
don't force it.
when the time comes,it will be revealed by itself.

~end~

Apologies to my dear readers

hello,my faithful blog readers.. XD
im so so so sorry for all the delaying of my current issues..
been very busy wiv uni work and watching useless Taiwan series dat i've missed ages ago.. XP
and plus..my house's internet line been very disturbing as some of u guys know very well of it..

at times,
i rili had d drive to write a new post..
buuutttt...
d irritating connection has made me gave up on trying for at least half an hour to 3 hours plus just to connect to the net or view one single webpage..
i'll try my best to post up anything when i can..


waiting on d list are:

- sem break pd trip
- my bday celebration part 1
- ~part 2
- ~part 3
- 1st time being sectional leader (XD)


sorry for the long wait..
gimme sometime..
im trying my hardest.. >.<