Back,with tiredness but enjoyment as well..

aft a 2d1n sleepover in Gopeng..
im finally home sweet home abt half n hr ago..
it's a very very short trip,
but im glad dat i went,
coz it's like a break for me..
a getaway for me aft my stressful sem...
it was a very very enjoyable short trip..
i've gained so much fr d trip..
tis trip has seriously reminds me of how great is God's love..

tho d age gap between d brothers n sisters in Christ dat went were kinda big..
but still..i realized,deep down in their hearts,they r jz as young as i am now,or maybe even younger..XD
(melissa,if u happen to see tis,i wanna say sorry!!! u rili arent dat old!!! ^^)
i enjoyed d sharing sessions a lot!!!
tho my grp is quite d quiet type, n needed a lot of encouragement b4 v r rili ready 2share our thoughts..
but still im rili grateful n thankful for all d sharing n prayers..^^
n for games...su-ann n melissa,u guys did a great job planning them!!
it's not too vigorous,but it's fun..
btw,sorry kok choong!! for hiding ur marbles until u cant even find it..
now im crossing my fingers hard hoping d 3 adorable puppies wldnt find it n swallow them by accident..
when's ur bday?v buy back d marbles for u??XD
thanks kylie!!! for teaching me to play Taboo..
n of course,thanks to my entertaining driver,Joanna!!!
sitting in ur car is nvr boring..^_^

i dont hav any photos yet,coz..
i actually brought my camera,but no battery..
so currently im waiting for kylie,su-ann n eng chin to uplaod d photos in FB,
n i'll go steal sum.. ^^

Thank you so much, Jee Leng!!!
for asking me to go..
tho thr's quite a gap between us n d rest,
but i still had fun playing games n sharing wiv them..
n thanks so much for listening me crapping abt my current condition..
v rili been loosing touch for quite some time..
n i rili appreciate d company...
seriously...i shld hav told u abt dat much earlier..
then u wld teach me d proper way to handle things.. XD
but aiya..wateva lar..u knw now..
so ok ady?
bug me more if u still wanna knw wat will happen nx ler..
im oso waiting for it now.. XP

tmr going back to d usual routine..
assignments,practices,blah blah blah..
feel like falling sick now..
nose is gettin itchy..
ouch...history supp paper is on tues..
better be off now..
^_^

Trust

'You can trust nobody but yourself,sometimes not even your family or bestie or mate would be the someone that you could rely on.'

This is the statement that was made TWICE by a fren.

When she mention this to me for d 1st time,
i was kinda shock dat tis actually came out fr her.
coz her condition was so much better than i was at dat time.

she mention dat im kinda naive sometimes..
n i shldnt simply place my trust on anyone,
not even my closest soulmate,which is my sis..
it made me wonder how many times of betrayal she've gone tru to make her say tis...

for d 2nd time,
she actually gave dat as an advice to me...
coz she knew i had trouble with human relationships all d time..
i asked her a question...
wont dat be hard?
u hav to keep all d things to urself?
i tot dat wat's frens are for?
to share ur joy and to lighten ur burden?
she did not gave me a satisfying answer but a quick reply dat could keep me thinking until any trouble occur.
u will come to a point whr u think keeping things to urself is better than sharing d weight.

i was thinking...
shld i be discussing tis? m i qualified to talk abt tis?
coz i know very well dat..
im not suppose to say tis coz im d one dat hav a HUGE mouth dat ppl hates.
for me..i alwiz think dat 'Sharing is Caring'
not to say sharing to the world,but within the bunch..
but for now..
i think 'Keeping Quiet' would be d best advice for me..

maybe i really shld consider abt my problematic personality and attitude issues seriously now..
i do know dat her words has nth to do towards me..
but...well..
i guess tis is d alarm dat the Lord is giving me...

For all my dears,(yes each and everyone of you!!!)

no matter what happens,i'll still place my trust on you.

please dont let me down.

^X^

Dear Lord,My Heavenly Father,
Please guide me,lead me to the correct path.
I pray for Your forgiveness and guidance in life.
Amen.

Live ur life in ur way

At some point,
life can be frustrated and yet u can change nothing...
and usually dat's d point where i found out dat im so far away from my Dear Lord..
God gave us trials to test out faith..
but i wonder y everytime when He gave me challenges,
i alwiz fall at dat very spot and needed my angels to bring me out from d doubts dat i have in Christ
m i really dat weak?
i do not knw d answer..
maybe dat's how God create everything..
'Nothing is Perfect'
u'll be good at some point but at d same time u'll have ur weaknesses...
he gave me d ability to be tough in some issues,
but at d same time,im weak when Satan tempts me..

so..
rather than staying at dat point sulking and blaming...
PRAY!
y dont just think of a way to live through it,
and make urself proud aft u hav achieved sth fr dat particular experience?
prayers has alwiz works in seriously amazing ways..
i bet i've been mentioning tis for many times..
but it is an undeniable fact..


Hwei,
i'm so sorry to bother u again..
hopefully u'll get to read tis soon enough..
can i request a prayer from u?
may i ask u to pray for me?
im praying for courage,patience n wisdom for my current condition(i bet u knw very well wat i mean)
and im oso praying for a mentally and physically healthy body so dat i'll hav d strength to get tru all these..