Another kind of comfort food

this is another kind of comfort food, ^^

i've come to know this cutie pie when i enter coll/uni or what ever u wanna call it..

time has done miracles to our friendship,n i really thank God for dat..

luv ya~~~

Ninie,jia you ya! ^^

Comfort food

Once again,we manage to nick some time out..

n d foursome GET TO MEET UP!!!!

^___^

these are d ppl dat i can count on,

they are d ones dat knw which button to push n which to not at times,

they are d ones who will cheer and mourn with me,

they are d ones dat i would spend my whole life treasuring them..

these are d ones dat make u feel really comfortable being yourself when u r around them..

i alwiz have d best time wiv all my sweethearts...

thank you so much,my dears!

luv ya!

^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

Speaking skills

Aft such a long time knowing u,

i alwiz wonder why sometimes i have hard time communicating with u.

then oni i realize dat actually...

talking to u requires a lot of brain juice and oxygen.

one reason is coz u r smart,

but 'pathetically' u knew abt it,

so u tend to show it when u speak without realizing dat u r kinda hurtful at times.

another reason is dat u put yourself at d top of d list,

whether d issue is abt u or others,u still do d same,

n it makes ppl feel uncomfortable talking to u.

im trying to learn to communicate with u,

and trying to hint u abt d usage of ur words at times,

but im not sure whether u get it or u jz ignore it.

please learn to think abt others,

'the world doesnt revolve around u' (it's a contonese saying,i dont knw d correct phrase in english)

if u r still putting on dat monkey show of yours to the world,

i wont say i'll tolerate again,but i'll ignore it,

im not sure how u'll survive in future,

so...

Take care!

I miss I miss I missss ....

I miss the old lifestyle i had few months ago..

I miss my gurls...the fabulous foursome havent been seeing each other for quite a while...

n it makes me miss them so much at this moment..

I miss dancing...my legs are gettin 'harder'...

really must make an effort to go back end of this month!!!!

I miss yum cha sessions with my usual kakis...coz my jamming sessions are far away from my usual hang out place...*sob sob*

I miss my gang's usual laughter and jokes and teasings...

I miss my dear fren who flew to the other side of the globe...i oni manage to get her on skype once aft she left the country for a few months...

hopefully the distance wouldnt bring our 13 yrs of friendship to an end...

I miss having fun in one particular class...'lips sealed'..no futher info to be reveal incase d issue becomes touchy... :-l

I miss I miss I miss

I MISS A WHOLE LOT OF 'THINGS' ~~~~~~

finals...

please please...

please come to an end real soon...

i want to feel myself again~~~ TOT

I lost myself for i dunno what reasons..

yea..i knw i knw...it's been ages since i've visited this page n do something to it..

coz...i've been lazy to keep this place alive...

so...welll....whatever...

im here now for a weird update...

recently...there are a few friends telling me dat im so not me lately..

dun get what i mean??

i mean..i have not been myself lately..

it actually started since 2010 is here..

dun ask me why..

im oso looking for dat answer..

ever since 2010 started,

i getting blurer n start loosing things like notebooks n stationeries..

n d worst of all..MY CAMERAAAA!!!

then later...

my mood swing ...

i can be very moody one second ago,then when i turn,

i can be as crazy as loud as i can..

i dunno what happen..but it's like im losing control of myself..

im starting to wonder...

could it be d dancing dat has change me from my usual routine n cause me changes dat i dun even realize?

i noticed dat ever since d new sem starts n d dancing practices starting to take my time n my 'mood',

i've been very unstable...

most of the time when im very unhappy over something,

dat something is usually related to dancing..

but whyyy??

i dun understand...

can anyone give me an answer what the ---- is wrong wiv me??

i cant stand this anymore...

it's nerve wrecking!!!

my goshhhh~~~~

when's d old me gonna return???

T_T >~<

Wish list

sudd i nd to do sooo many things..

but my car is currently in d workshop,due to some nasty issues which im so sien abt it..

n mum is not really keen on letting me drive d almighty Innova coz im shaky in dat huge baby..

ishhh...

then i shall bore my readers with my current wish list and also to-do list dat i have in mind for NOW.. ><

1. it HAS to be my beloved car to be back from workshop real soon...

2. develop certain photos for some personal reasons dat im not suppose to say..

3. BOOKS!!! especially Twilight,Photoshop for Dummies and Illustrator for Dummies

4. forgotten Christmas presents..(actually sis n i gave up on xmas shopping tis yr coz we might be MIA for a few celebrations)

5. sketches for dad

6. expenses list for dad

7. belated and birthday to-be presents (tis really drives me nuts!!!! )

8. 2.0 power hub

9. to finish up borrowed dvds

10. cny shopping

11. finish learning my pieces (tcher gonna be so disappointed if i slack off again.. T_T )

12. prepare for d xmas fellowship at home

13. bugging ppl to giv me answers on various issues

n errmmm..i think dat's all dat i can recall for now..

i better not open up my notebook coz i rmber dat list actually went for abt 3 pages.. @.@

aarrrggghhhh...as long as im car-less,it'll be equal to leg-less,which means couching at home..

>O< >O< >O< >O< >O<

Missssss

i hate to say this when im in d middle of my lovely holidays...

but seriously..

im missing uni terribly~~

not the work,or the pushy lecturers.. XD

but the company,the gang,the people and the fun~~~~~

shall i rejoice coz the new semester is starting in less than a month??

hahaha...we shall see then...

ninie,wen,yvonne,jieying,hueyuen:

dont 4get we have our ice skating outing waiting to be put into action..

and also wen's bday!!!! =D

yeap..i do admit dat i hav abt 2 months of holidays n oso lots to share..

but im so lazy..

right now..im so excited abt nx wk..

a proper girls' day out wiv my sweethearts..

cant wait..

weeeeeeeeee~~~~

^^

Happiness is not something we find,
it's something we create.

i was wondering..

dat nite aft choir concert..
Catherine told me something when i was standing there waiting for role call...
she said: 'u look better without ur glasses and when u smile more.'
i was like: huh??really?!!

hmm...off wiv my glasses huh..
dat wld be a good suggestion,but i dun think it'll happen in a few years time..
smile more..
hmmmmmm...
m i dat sad looking or fierce or whatever dat was in her mind dat time??


knw wat..
maybe i really shld take her suggestion seriously..
shld i??