how many times do I have to repeat this?

why am I always doing things that I wouldn't be appreciated for doing it and most of the times end up with blames, scoldings and sulks for the things that I didn't do..

is it so hard for you to thank people??

I didn't ask for a pay or what, I just needed a word of appreciation to comfort myself.

do u realize that I took all the trouble to go all the way to the particular venue to get things or do errands for you?

I hate the attitude that was shown to me, as if I'm obliged to do so, and it's my responsibility to do so when I'm just trying to be nice to help you out?

if you are thinking that why do I treat you that way..

well,ask yourself first..I treated you that way because you treated me the way you want people to treat you. so don't blame.

I'm getting tired,so please be nice.

THANK YOU!

Movies movies movies.. XD

jz watched 'Hannah Montana: The Movie' wiv dear darling tis aftnoon..
nice movie..
love d countryside,d cool guy,d songs,d storyline...
but d ending a bit abrupt..
nearly cried at sum particular parts of d movie.. XP

yay...tmr nite gonna watch 'Transformer 2: The Revenge of the Fallen'
supposedly my family gonna watch it 2day..
but had trouble wiv telephone n on9 booking..
then when v line up ard 10am at megamall dat time,
they alr announce dat 1130am,12noon,2pm,3pm n 330pm showtimes r all SOLD OUT!!!!!
for Gold Class lagi teruk..
whether in megamall or the gardens.. ALL SOLD OUT!!!
so no choice..but buy for tmr..then v go watch on a weekday lor..
hopefully i can finish my stuff then can enjoy d show wiv no worries.. XD


my dear kaiwen arr..
bila mau tengok 'Angels n Demons'?
v've been talking abt it since it was on screen..
or u wanna watch wiv ur dear arr??
fast fast go watch b4 it dissapear fr box office ler... ^^

Physical breakdown

lately,my body is sending me weird signals dat i do not knw how to react..
end up..
i had high fever on sun..
my body was like burning wiv fire..
n i was dizzy,been sleeping for one whole day...

it was nerve-wracking for my mummy n dear darling,
coz they checked for symptoms of AH1N1 on9 n found out dat i met most of d criteria except having flu..
mummy was so worried dat she had to bring me to d hospital to c a doctor aft dinner...
in d end,their worries were cleared..
it's jz normal fever plus sore throat..
thank God!!!
i rili tot it was either AH1N1 or dengue fever at 1st.. >.<
thanks you for ur prayers..
n i apologize if my dear darling's msg freaked u out at 1st..
onece again,thanks guys!

on d way 2d hospital,
mummy gav a long lecture of how worried is she..
n how much she loved me..
im d child dat alwiz worries her coz i memang muka tebal..
she scold oso sumtimes i cant be bothered..
dat's y she very 'gek sum'..


yes mummy,
i'll take good care of myself!!!
having to be sleepy d whole day wiv a super high temperature body is not sth dat i want often..
plus..u knw i hate western medication..
I'll Really Take Good Care of Myself,
I PROMISE..

mummy n dear darling,
luv ya..
muackss
^x^ ^x^

I'm amazed.. XD

finally..
daddy joined in d fun..
he is now in FB!!! XD
now my whole family(minus my bro,coz he's too young) is in d FB network..
i cant belif dat tis day actually happened..haha..

at least now...
both my parents arent dat blur on internet stuff..XP
my mummy did my quizzes,but oni scored on d 3rd one..
daddy can upload his photos asap n let us view,
rather than having to wait until he returns..
(awesome work,daddy... ^_^)
n they r so updated wiv their daugthers' status,
dat sumtimes i dun dare to put in too many things.. XP

i shall now wait n c how my parents utilize FB to d max of their 'capability'
XD

Mother's Day celebration

usu my family dun celebrate mother's or father's day coz my parents say..
going out for dinner on those particular days are disasters due to d traffic jam dat might occur..
XD
but surprisingly tis yr's mother's day..
my lovely dad who's working outstation actually suggested us to do some celebration..
d original plan is,im suppose to cook for mummy..
but mummy say she hav nth in mind at d moment..
so for tis time,i dun hav to cook 1st,
but once she hav sth in mind..then i can cook for her..
so....to make it a lil special..
i bought her fav chocolate for her..

n to follow wat my daddy's request..
v actually went out to try on a korean restaurant which is located near my house..
since i havent been driving d family car for sometime..
tis round,my mum let me drive d Innova with no doubts..^^
tis car is actually better than my kelisa..
not coz of d size..
but d power sterring, prompt pick-up of d accelarator n brake..
well..still..i prefer my small car..
easier to handle and to find parking..(right,yvonne? XD )

back to d dinner..
for d 1st time..
i see so many side dishes at once..
13 altogether..W-O-W
v had both d bbq n d soup set..
d bbq is nice..
but d soup dishes..
err..a bit too salty..
d seafood soup..was so fishy coz d seafood arent fresh at all!!!
one special thing dat i like..
is d small bowl of barley like tong-sui dat they gave us aft v finished our meals..
it's a bit too sweet for me..
but mummy say it's sth good..
coz it's like a cool n refreshing drink for our body aft having bbq stuff..
for d 1st time..
v spent 2 hrs for dinner..i think by far..it's d longest period v hav for dinner.. XP
but..i dun think i wanna hav korean food again within a few months..
coz it's too filling for my family who arent big-eater..

dat's all for d celebration..
i din rili take pictures coz d whole table is full,n even if i stand up..i cant take d full picture of d food dat v hav..
so i gave up on trying..
tmr,thr'll be another celebration..
but it'll oni consist of my maternal grandma,mummy n bro..
coz oni my mummy n bro is going over to my grandma's place..
i hav tons of homework to complete(i bet u guys knw very well wat i mean)
n my sis nd to practice piano...
so..no choice ler..


jz to end d post nicely..

Dearest Mummy,
Happy Mother's Day
^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

Outing with family on Labour Day

super lazy 2update..but i think i still nd 2keep tis place alive.. XD
so i took a day rest then oni im willing 2do tis posting..

at last..all of us hav a common holiday dat allows us to hav quality time wiv each other..^^
at 1st, v alr planned 4a movie outing in d aftnoon..
then bro wanted 2go 2some nature places..
so v decided 2pay a visit 2d Bird Park..
detailed info r not crucial..
so i'll jz put in sum photos.XP









aft leaving bird park,v went megamall..
bro n mum went to watch d wat so ever Wolverine movie..
while me n sis went jalan-jalan..

didnt rili take d initiative 1shop for anything..
but i found sth dat i like..
i've been looking for ballet flats for a long time,
but i nvr come across 2any dat i like n dat is suitable for my flat feet..

i so happen to see tis when i was randomly scanning tru d shoes in Esarli(i think tis is d spelling,dun rili rmber tho XD )
n i fell in love wiv it..
tis is kinda distinct fr d usual style dat i put on..
my mum say i look too 'si man' in tis..
still..i hav a lil trouble when i wear it..
but i love it!!!


dat's all for now..

uni is starting on mon..
tis time..
i do not hav any special feelings..
whether is excitement or anxiousness..
i felt nth..
i dun rili feel like i cant wait 4d new sem 2start,
but at d same time,i did not feel any fear either..
but i do miss seeing n spending time wiv 'the gang' XD
cant wait 2c them..^x^

i wonder wat's going wiv me..
im feeling nth at all...
oh no...is dat bad??

update of current status XD

i think most of my blog readers knw dat..
im currently 'wounded'
im staying at home rotting..
coz i cant rili drive or play piano..
but still..it din stop me fr having some changes...

i got my new glasses few days b4 d semester ends..
(btw,in my calendar,d laz day of tis sem is d MBE concert)
but i did not wear it to uni coz i had trouble adapting to it..
i felt dizzy when i put it on at 1st,
so..i did not wear it during finals..

secondly..
i got a haircut 2day or shld i say ystrday..(mind u,it's alr 1am.. LOL)
ching,i rili din mean to be a copycat..
i hav no idea dat my definition of 'shorter fringe' towards d hairdresser means like tis..
it's not d same as urs..but fr far..it looks kinda similar..
well...anywayz...
im satisfied wiv d haircut coz d weather is devastating coz my thick hair is bothering me too much...
i felt so light aft having d haircut..
but at d same time..
it makes me feel childish coz of d fringe..
when i hav short fringe,my parents n my siblings will hav diff opinions..
my parents wld say i looked younger n sweeter
(ewwww...it's a compliment,but i think d word 'sweet' doesnt suit me)
my siblings wld say i looked childish..
weird family huh..

hmm...
i think dat's all d crap dat i wanna share...
sorry for being perasan..XD
btw,Yvonne!!!
i found sth very cool!!
i like tis emo look!!
check tis out: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1594937865#/photo.php?pid=2092462&id=39037210652


i think i shld post a photo of my current look,
pls bear wiv it..
sorry!

A weekend spent

Sadly...
yes..
i didnt join d Earth Hour celebration..
whether is in uni or at home..

i was back in my dad's hometown which is a small kampung located near Kampar,Perak..
v cant switch off most of d lights coz if v do..
my sweethearts would cry like nobody's business..
so i decided not to scare my sweethearts.. ^^

oh...fyi..
i spent my weekend back in my dad's hometown..
coz v need to go for qing ming's ritual practices..
my family(minus my sis) left for Kampar ard 11sth..
n reach our destination ard 2++..
b4 i go to my cousin's house..
i went to my fren's place to pay her a visit..
who is tis fren?
is Fang Jie Jie!!!

oh ya..for KC ppl..
Fang Jie Jie hav a new name..
call her CHARLYNN nx time when u get to see her..
(it'a pronounced as shar-lin in malay pronouciation)
v strained our brains for half n hour jz to find an eng name dat she suka..

then at last..she found one dat she think is suitable..

v picked fr Irene,Lily,Lilian,Fiona,Cecilia,Lyana,Caryn,Camryn etc...(i oso cant rmber alr)
but im sure she will change it when she find another one dat she likes more.. XD

back to d story..
i went to her 'hostel' (is actually a place dat she rented)
n we chatted for a few hours b4 my parents come n pick me up to go back to my cousin's place for dinner n to stay for d night..
like wat i've said,
i din manage to participate in d Earth Hour coz thr r 3 little children in d house
n i cant imagine wat would happen if v turn off d lights in a sudden..
so instead..v had photo sessions wiv d kids..
(photos will be uploaded soon.. ^^)

nx morning..
all of us had to wake up by 6 to prepare for d graveyard visit..
my cousins and i went to the cemetry at abt 715 wiv our parents..
went to 5 different 'houses' n left the place ard 9..
surprisingly..i did not hav to use my umbrella tis yr..
coz usu..the sun would be scorching hot ard 8..
but tis yr..d weather is quite windy wiv no direct sun until aftnoon hours..
aft v had lunch,v left for kl in noon..

well..
it's a diff way of spending my weekend for tis week..
i rili missed my sweethearts a lot..
children grow up in a quicker rate than us..
but lucky enuff..
my dear Jia Qian still rmbers who m i..
yay!!! ^_^


tmr..
back to the crazy routine..
haiz...
ouch...sh*t...
finals is in 2 weeks time..
n i hav 3 uncompleted assignment...
aarrggghh..
but at least im lucky enuff to not hav jury tis sem..

For all my seniors and juniors and fellow frens who r taking jury tis sem..

Take Care and Good Luck!!!

i'll keep my fingers crossed for u guys!! ^_^

Outing with my dear

it's been long since i've updated abt my own life..
i was caught up wiv a lot of personal issues and thoughts dat i do not wish to bring up..
and dat's d reason why i've been depending on quotes and little mental notes to keep me 'alive' for d past few weeks..
sorry!!!!


Atlast...
we got d chance to go watch 'Marley n Me'!!!
YAY!!! ^_^

after a few weeks of procastination... XD
sis n i had finally decided dat both of us needed some leisure time besides all d hectic stuff dat v hav in coll/uni..
so v went megamall 2day 2watch d movie and oso to celebrate for her results..
by means...she belanja makan.. XD (i think i mentioned abt tis a few posts ago ^^ )

abt d movie..
it was great!!!
both my sis n i cried..
i think majority of the audience cried when we r reaching d end where Marley the dog had to leave the Grogan family...
arrrgghhh.. i wish dat i could finish d book in jieying's hse a mth ago..
now...
hopefully i can borrow d book fr Secret...
I WANNA READ THE BOOK!!!!

aft the movie,
v had lunch in a nice n cosy restaurant located near Chili's..
d place has a warm setting wiv yellow lights..
but d price is bloody expensive coz d portion is small..
to me,it's not worth-while..
i swear i'll nvr go to dat place for pastas but for pizza ONLY!!!

we drop by an assesories shop as we walk back to Garden's parking lot..
i saw a few choices of earrings dat i love but i can oni afford 1 out of 3 choices
coz i dun wanna spend to much on tis stuff one-shot..
aft some hassle...i gave in..
i bought 2 sets..
i din regret..
but..
i nd to forbid myself fr buying anymore earrings with d nx 2 mths..
so..my dears..
if we were to go out within d nx 2 mths..
pls rmber to stop me if i were to get new earrings again.. XD
thank you!! ^_^

we head home right aft dat coz both my sis n i had blisters all over our feet..
i was limping as i walk... T_T
thanks to those bloody heels! >~<

to sum up d whole thing..
it's a great time-out for d both of us..
i guess it would be long b4 d nx round comes... XD
coz my dear is only having her hols in june,
while i will hav mine 2 mths earlier than hers..
we can hardly find time where d both of us r free at d same time..
sad case huh.. haiz... >.<

ciaoz.. ^^

Congrats, my dear!!!

My dear,
I'm so proud of you!!!

tho i alr expected dat fr u...
but i really din expect dat much!!!
i knew u could make it!
Thank God!

rmber ya..
u gotta belanja makan!!!

muacks!!!
^x^ ^x^ ^x^

Moviee!!!

Going to watch 'Marley n Me' wiv sis tmr..
weeeee.....
cant wait!! >_<

n...
celebrating mum's bday tmr..
yay!!!
hopefully my veggie bake would turn out nicely.. XD

Emotions release & a token of appreciation

i do not know wat has gotten into me..
i broke down twice tis week..

it was jz a crappy conversation with my sis...
but i have no idea dat..
after a few sentences..
i actually broke down...
right infront of my stressful sis..

sorry my dear!!
i din mean to make u in tears as well..
but u r right..
i've been far far away fr God for a very long time..
i've been keeping too much things to myself..
i've been making those dat love me worried..
i've been trying to be heroin,but end up i got hurt..

thank you so much for spending time with me eventhough u hav TONS of maths to do..
i love u my dear!!
n i alwiz will!!
^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

A Christmas Tree in the house

mummy said,
aft 20 yrs...
at last...
she,or shld i say we..
finally owns a christmas tree in d house..

ppl must be thinking dat v r insane..
wat's d problem wiv having a xmas tree..
jz buy it,then u'll hav it..

well..fyi..
things r not dat easy in my house..
those who knw d perspective of religion in my house..
sure will understand y is it so hard 2get sth of dat kind to appear in d house..

hmmm..
i think dat's enuff info of my family issues...
i jz wanna huv fun n b happy of wat we've earn n will earn in tis yr's xmas..
^_^

它走了...

我还真没想到它那么快就离开了...

我只见了它一次...

本来还说好今天要过去看看它...

结果却收到了这样的一个消息...

哥,我也不知道能说些什么...

只好老套一点,跟你说

看开点吧!

发生这种意外...

结局也不是大家想要的!

老天爷...

为什么你对哥那么不公平!

你为何要一次次的伤害他?!

哥也只不过是个平凡人,

他只不过是要求那么一点点的快乐和幸福...

哥,

不要伤心!

不要忘记你背后还有我们这班整天把你气到半死的小瓜,

还有很疼爱你的阿姨们!!!

我们永远都会支持你!!!

^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

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