02090

2011-01-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

awwwww mahn....
can't wait for Sunday to come!!!
not because i get to dye my hair but...( i'm still excited about this but not that much though =P )
because i'll be attending church!!!wheeeeee~~~
don't be surprise..
ask me if you wanna know why caz it's a long story... '~'

know what? screw the reflections and resolution thingy, ask me if you wanna know...
i'm sick of telling the stories so many times, but i'll still find time to dedicate a post to Girls' Christian Camp that totally changed my perspective of 2010 before the year ends. *winks

2011-01-12T01:02:00.002+08:00

Tell me something that I don't know,will you?

yea...my 2010 reflections and 2o11 resolutions are missing.

the reason? i still don't feel that 2011 is here already.

and well,i'm actually working on it.

I'm telling myself,be patient.

2010-12-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

You have no idea what i've been through and worse still i'm not SUPPOSE to let you know incase you shut yourself down again.

So now only you can have breakdowns and i'm not allow to be emotionally distracted at all?

I wonder what has gone wrong since then.

It seems like i'm not suppose to know anything anymore.

So this is what you call friends.

Cool!

2010-11-16T13:14:00.003+08:00

I came across this website when i was searching for good souvenirs for my foster family in Japan.

http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthDay.asp

And the results?

Your date of conception was on or about 14 December 1988 which was a Wednesday.

You were born on a Wednesday
under the astrological sign Virgo.
Your Life path number is 6.

Your fortune cookie reads:
If you continually give, you will continually have.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447775.5.
The golden number for 1989 is 14.
The epact number for 1989 is 22.
The year 1989 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/6/1989 and ending 1/26/1990.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Snake.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Bear; your plant is Violets.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Hathys, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 6 Elul 5749.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 7 Elul 5749.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.16.6.11 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 16 tun 6 uinal 11 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Wednsday, 4 Safar 1410 (1410-2-4).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 March 1989.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 30 April 1989.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 8 February 1989.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 May 1989.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 21 May 1989.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 30 September 1989.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 April 1989.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 7 February 1989.

As of 11/15/2010 11:03:53 PM EST
You are 21 years old.
You are 254 months old.
You are 1,106 weeks old.
You are 7,740 days old.
You are 185,783 hours old.
You are 11,146,983 minutes old.
You are 668,819,033 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Greg Rusedski (1973)	Rosie Perez (1964)	Jeff Foxworthy (1958)
Jane Curtin (1947)	Swoosie Kurtz (1944)	Roger Waters (1943)
Jo Anne Worley (1937)	Joseph P. Kennedy (1888)

Top songs of 1989

Another Day In Paradise by Phil Collins	Miss You Much by Janet Jackson
Straight Up by Paula Abdul	Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx
Lost In Your Eyes by Debbie Gibson	Like a Prayer by Madonna
We Didn't Start the Fire by Billy Joel	Two Hearts by Phil Collins
When I See You Smile by Bad English	Blame It On the Rain by Milli Vanilli

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.0293542074364 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Wednesday.
Your lucky number is 5.
Your ruling planet(s) is Mercury.
Your lucky dates are 5th, 14th, 23rd.
Your opposition sign is Pisces.
Your opposition number(s) is 3.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 295 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles.

Those 22 candles produce 22 BTUs,
or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1989 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1989 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1989 in the US there were 2,404,000 marriages (9.7%) and 1,163,000 divorces (4.7%)
In 1989 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1989 the population of Australia was approximately 16,936,723.
In 1989 there were approximately 250,853 births in Australia.
In 1989 in Australia there were approximately 117,176 marriages and 41,383 divorces.
In 1989 in Australia there were approximately 124,232 deaths.

Your birth flower is ASTER

Your birthstone is Sapphire

The Mystical properties of Sapphire

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Sapphire is used for clear thinking.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Agate, Moonstone, Lapis Lazuli

Your birth tree is

Weeping Willow, the Melancholy
Beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

There are 40 days till Christmas 2010!
There are 53 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing crescent.

try it and have fun.. ^^

2010-10-13T23:14:00.003+08:00

There comes a point in time when something you've always known existed, hits you.

and it hits you hard, real hard.

Someone asked me that day if I still thought about you. I told her I did. "Every single day." Every single crappy day. You think I asked for this? You think I want this? you've gone on with your life JUST fine. Everything about your life turned out exactly the way you wanted it to be. You got so many things that you've ever dreamed of or never dreamed of getting them . eventhough you've never admitted that in the past.

People try not to talk about you to me because they're afraid of the way I'll react. But I ask them, I probe them to tell me more. and they do. Then I regret asking because the answers turn out to be the opposite of what I wanted. No, actually, I regret asking because talking about you still hurts. It hurts because I used to be the person people asked about you. I don't know what kind of answers I'm looking for when I ask people about you. I thought I did, but evidently, I don't. I just want to know how you're doing. But more than anything in the world, I wish I could share this happiness with you, instead of having to be happy for you on the outside.

I don't feel like I've been replaced, oh no. I just feel like I've been cut off - too soon. Like this whole thing could've been avoided. I knew there would come a day that something like this would happen - us, not talking. But I didn't know it was going to happen... like... well, like that. I didn't know it would affect me this much.. and I didn't know it would affect me this long.

Sometimes, I wish that we were never friends in the first place. Then maybe it wouldn't have been this way. Maybe I didn't have to go through this and bear the pain. but then I think back on all the things we talked about and the stuff we've been through. I'm grateful you were in my life. Eventhough it was only just for awhile. this is the experience that has made me grow and know this world better. thank you for stopping by in my life. i truly appreciate it.

2010-07-05T12:41:00.002+08:00

Can i put my system into sleep mode and be ignorant until all this ends?

it's really driving me up the wall..

what's up lately?

everything is in a mess.

n everyone is emo-ing.

what else?

can't we all just suck it up and continue with our lives?

2010-06-23T01:03:00.001+08:00

I've missed it so much.

I wanted to know how did it happen,

but I don't know what can I do to find out or to gain it back.

For now, I'm grateful of what I have.

And I'm treasuring and loving ~~

2010-06-13T16:26:00.005+08:00

how many times do I have to repeat this?

why am I always doing things that I wouldn't be appreciated for doing it and most of the times end up with blames, scoldings and sulks for the things that I didn't do..

is it so hard for you to thank people??

I didn't ask for a pay or what, I just needed a word of appreciation to comfort myself.

do u realize that I took all the trouble to go all the way to the particular venue to get things or do errands for you?

I hate the attitude that was shown to me, as if I'm obliged to do so, and it's my responsibility to do so when I'm just trying to be nice to help you out?

if you are thinking that why do I treat you that way..

well,ask yourself first..I treated you that way because you treated me the way you want people to treat you. so don't blame.

I'm getting tired,so please be nice.

THANK YOU!

2010-05-20T12:29:00.001+08:00

Somehow...

i just dont understand why are you doing this..

it sounds ironic to me...

Encouragement

2010-05-10T22:35:00.002+08:00

i was flipping through a stack of inspirational cards that i believe was given to my mum during Mothers' Day celebration in church yesterday..

n as i flipped to the 2nd card,this verse gave me the comfort and stopped me from reading through.

it says:

Wait on the LORD;

Be of good courage,

And He shall strengthen you heart;

Wait, I say, On the Lord.

Psalm 27:14

it has been a really tough week for me, and seriously..

being sensitive has no credits at all...

i hate it when i feel something but yet dont know how to ask and just let things rot,

and staying alone feeling really sick about it.

Dear God,teach me to be ignorant and obtuse.

Amen.

Another kind of comfort food

2010-05-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

this is another kind of comfort food, ^^

i've come to know this cutie pie when i enter coll/uni or what ever u wanna call it..

time has done miracles to our friendship,n i really thank God for dat..

luv ya~~~

Ninie,jia you ya! ^^

Comfort food

2010-04-30T20:28:00.006+08:00

Once again,we manage to nick some time out..

n d foursome GET TO MEET UP!!!!

^___^

these are d ppl dat i can count on,

they are d ones dat knw which button to push n which to not at times,

they are d ones who will cheer and mourn with me,

they are d ones dat i would spend my whole life treasuring them..

these are d ones dat make u feel really comfortable being yourself when u r around them..

i alwiz have d best time wiv all my sweethearts...

thank you so much,my dears!

luv ya!

^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

Speaking skills

2010-04-30T20:14:00.002+08:00

Aft such a long time knowing u,

i alwiz wonder why sometimes i have hard time communicating with u.

then oni i realize dat actually...

talking to u requires a lot of brain juice and oxygen.

one reason is coz u r smart,

but 'pathetically' u knew abt it,

so u tend to show it when u speak without realizing dat u r kinda hurtful at times.

another reason is dat u put yourself at d top of d list,

whether d issue is abt u or others,u still do d same,

n it makes ppl feel uncomfortable talking to u.

im trying to learn to communicate with u,

and trying to hint u abt d usage of ur words at times,

but im not sure whether u get it or u jz ignore it.

please learn to think abt others,

'the world doesnt revolve around u' (it's a contonese saying,i dont knw d correct phrase in english)

if u r still putting on dat monkey show of yours to the world,

i wont say i'll tolerate again,but i'll ignore it,

im not sure how u'll survive in future,

so...

Take care!

I miss I miss I missss ....

2010-04-12T12:34:00.003+08:00

I miss the old lifestyle i had few months ago..

I miss my gurls...the fabulous foursome havent been seeing each other for quite a while...

n it makes me miss them so much at this moment..

I miss dancing...my legs are gettin 'harder'...

really must make an effort to go back end of this month!!!!

I miss yum cha sessions with my usual kakis...coz my jamming sessions are far away from my usual hang out place...*sob sob*

I miss my gang's usual laughter and jokes and teasings...

I miss my dear fren who flew to the other side of the globe...i oni manage to get her on skype once aft she left the country for a few months...

hopefully the distance wouldnt bring our 13 yrs of friendship to an end...

I miss having fun in one particular class...'lips sealed'..no futher info to be reveal incase d issue becomes touchy... :-l

I miss I miss I miss

I MISS A WHOLE LOT OF 'THINGS' ~~~~~~

finals...

please please...

please come to an end real soon...

i want to feel myself again~~~ TOT

I lost myself for i dunno what reasons..

2010-02-22T17:57:00.007+08:00

yea..i knw i knw...it's been ages since i've visited this page n do something to it..

coz...i've been lazy to keep this place alive...

so...welll....whatever...

im here now for a weird update...

recently...there are a few friends telling me dat im so not me lately..

dun get what i mean??

i mean..i have not been myself lately..

it actually started since 2010 is here..

dun ask me why..

im oso looking for dat answer..

ever since 2010 started,

i getting blurer n start loosing things like notebooks n stationeries..

n d worst of all..MY CAMERAAAA!!!

then later...

my mood swing ...

i can be very moody one second ago,then when i turn,

i can be as crazy as loud as i can..

i dunno what happen..but it's like im losing control of myself..

im starting to wonder...

could it be d dancing dat has change me from my usual routine n cause me changes dat i dun even realize?

i noticed dat ever since d new sem starts n d dancing practices starting to take my time n my 'mood',

i've been very unstable...

most of the time when im very unhappy over something,

dat something is usually related to dancing..

but whyyy??

i dun understand...

can anyone give me an answer what the ---- is wrong wiv me??

i cant stand this anymore...

it's nerve wrecking!!!

my goshhhh~~~~

when's d old me gonna return???

T_T >~<

Wish list

2009-12-23T16:28:00.002+08:00

sudd i nd to do sooo many things..

but my car is currently in d workshop,due to some nasty issues which im so sien abt it..

n mum is not really keen on letting me drive d almighty Innova coz im shaky in dat huge baby..

ishhh...

then i shall bore my readers with my current wish list and also to-do list dat i have in mind for NOW.. ><

1. it HAS to be my beloved car to be back from workshop real soon...

2. develop certain photos for some personal reasons dat im not suppose to say..

3. BOOKS!!! especially Twilight,Photoshop for Dummies and Illustrator for Dummies

4. forgotten Christmas presents..(actually sis n i gave up on xmas shopping tis yr coz we might be MIA for a few celebrations)

5. sketches for dad

6. expenses list for dad

7. belated and birthday to-be presents (tis really drives me nuts!!!! )

8. 2.0 power hub

9. to finish up borrowed dvds

10. cny shopping

11. finish learning my pieces (tcher gonna be so disappointed if i slack off again.. T_T )

12. prepare for d xmas fellowship at home

13. bugging ppl to giv me answers on various issues

n errmmm..i think dat's all dat i can recall for now..

i better not open up my notebook coz i rmber dat list actually went for abt 3 pages.. @.@

aarrrggghhhh...as long as im car-less,it'll be equal to leg-less,which means couching at home..

>O< >O< >O< >O< >O<

Missssss

2009-12-17T12:21:00.003+08:00

i hate to say this when im in d middle of my lovely holidays...

but seriously..

im missing uni terribly~~

not the work,or the pushy lecturers.. XD

but the company,the gang,the people and the fun~~~~~

shall i rejoice coz the new semester is starting in less than a month??

hahaha...we shall see then...

ninie,wen,yvonne,jieying,hueyuen:

dont 4get we have our ice skating outing waiting to be put into action..

and also wen's bday!!!! =D

2009-12-13T00:12:00.002+08:00

yeap..i do admit dat i hav abt 2 months of holidays n oso lots to share..

but im so lazy..

right now..im so excited abt nx wk..

a proper girls' day out wiv my sweethearts..

cant wait..

weeeeeeeeee~~~~

2009-10-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

Happiness is not something we find,
it's something we create.

2009-10-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

i was wondering..

dat nite aft choir concert..
Catherine told me something when i was standing there waiting for role call...
she said: 'u look better without ur glasses and when u smile more.'
i was like: huh??really?!!

hmm...off wiv my glasses huh..
dat wld be a good suggestion,but i dun think it'll happen in a few years time..
smile more..
hmmmmmm...
m i dat sad looking or fierce or whatever dat was in her mind dat time??

knw wat..
maybe i really shld take her suggestion seriously..
shld i??

2009-10-20T00:53:00.003+08:00

Sometimes..
u don't need a huge thing to make u happy..

try to string all the little things up..
it will end up like a big smiley puzzle dat can make u smile too~~ ^^
and maybe it might do more than just a smile..
maybe a big picture that can make u laugh?
or even a whole scene that gives u a warm feeling?

Happiness is uncountable and cant be measured..
Cherish all the happy moments u have,
n u'll end up having the biggest happiness..
^_^

Pasar Malam

2009-10-15T10:56:00.002+08:00

jz wanna post up a short update for tis dusty place ^^

muahahahaha~~~~
aft so much stress..
at last...v went pasar malam..
(v as in secret,jying,foong,derene,wen n me + yvonne n david 4dinner oni coz they hav band prac aft dat)

actually not to chill out,but in search of wen's n jying's shoes...
well..still v get to walk walk around mar..XP

for my dinner,i ate pan mee,
then mango ice for dessert,
then i oso curi some ai yu bing n d thing d they call it China burgers from wen.. XD

tis round is not exactly a spending spree for me..
but i did get sth..

n i was so blessed for spending my time wiv fellowmates. ^^

btw,
ninieee..get well soon.. XD (u knw wat i mean~~~ XP)

Life is Fragile

2009-10-05T21:50:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I watched '102 Minutes That Changed America' with my family..
seriously..it freaks me out n gave me goosebumps..

but y goosebumps?
well~~
goosebumps as in how scary can human be when they r desperate...
it really scares me to imagine how desperate were d pilots until they not oni decided to sacrifice themselves but also d rest of d passengers..

tho i witness the fall of both WTC buildings on tv screen..
but i still feel really shocked..
n sad for those who r innocent but didnt had d choice of survival..
i really pity d firemen who went up to save the citizens yet they oso got kill when d whole building collapse in seconds ..

i had a lot of mixed feelings aft i finish the show..
thr r so many things dat words cant express..

one word to sum up all my confusion aft watching the show:

Speechless

To: Bei n Sis Qi

2009-09-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

辛苦你们俩了⋯⋯
这些日子里在这些密密麻麻的‘鸡肠’里穿梭，有点难为你们了。

基于一些理由，包括以上的在内，
我做了一个这样的打算。
若你们觉得那边没有像这里这样地折磨你们，
那你们就逗留在那里吧。
不过一时时要在那里留一点足迹哦～（懂我意思吗？ ^^ ）

A question for myself

2009-09-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

Did I really gained weight lately?
y r thr ppl constantly telling me dat i grew fatter edi?

1st,it was my mum who sudd pops out n say..
i have a 'tummy' (in canto,tou lam)
i was like..huh??!!
how did dat happened?

then 2day in uni..
my coursemate/senior whom i actually knw her b4 i came to uni during form 4 note dat i grew 'meaty' on my arms..
HUH???!!!

later on..
my another coursemate/senior oso mention dat i have 'tummy' edi..
n asked me how did i gained weight..
HHHUUUHHHH??!!!

how did this happened?
i seriously have no idea..

why why why??

is this suppose to be sth good or bad?
i dunno..

Appreciate ^__^

2009-09-23T00:14:00.003+08:00

2 solid days of quality time spent.
and now going back to the stressful routine again.

there's been tons of noises invading my ears..
but im really starting to miss these two days.
missing the people i get to spend time with,
missing the chaotic moments of fooling around,
missing the gossips n heart to heart talks.
missing every single bit of those precious moments.

met n 're-met' some really nice people,
people who really care for my friends,
giving me a feeling that my angels are all in good hands.

seeing the lovebirds getting along so well really makes me feel happy for all my dears.
looks like they've found the ones who really are meant for them.
it's just so lovely and warm to see those scenes. #^.^#

i was wondering..
when can i have this kind of great time again..
december?hopefully..
i really,truly heart these moments.
^___^

*feeling full and contented for having a great break*
^^

Emo-ness >.<

2009-09-21T16:30:00.002+08:00

Thr r some ugly truths dat ppl prefer to act ignorant towards it rather than knowing the whole thing.

so...
whenever u see dat look being plastered on someone's face,
don't ask.
don't force it.
when the time comes,it will be revealed by itself.

~end~

Apologies to my dear readers

2009-09-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

hello,my faithful blog readers.. XD
im so so so sorry for all the delaying of my current issues..
been very busy wiv uni work and watching useless Taiwan series dat i've missed ages ago.. XP
and plus..my house's internet line been very disturbing as some of u guys know very well of it..

at times,
i rili had d drive to write a new post..
buuutttt...
d irritating connection has made me gave up on trying for at least half an hour to 3 hours plus just to connect to the net or view one single webpage..
i'll try my best to post up anything when i can..

waiting on d list are:

- sem break pd trip
- my bday celebration part 1
- ~part 2
- ~part 3
- 1st time being sectional leader (XD)

sorry for the long wait..
gimme sometime..
im trying my hardest.. >.<

New Semester

2009-09-08T01:33:00.003+08:00

My 5th semester started a week ago..
not much of d excitement if u r referring to academic stuff..
except for the fact that..
i flunk one subject..
i failed my jury 2 by 2 marks..
n others..i leave it as history..
unless if thr's personal request on kepoh-ing my marks..
then let me knw personally.. XD

i do have better things to talk/blog..wat ever u call it..
but d line is superly unstable n irritating..
im just gonna leave it till tmr when im using my laptop in uni..

i have so much to tell coz thr's been so many happenings n it's still on going..
but..i shall be patient and let my fingers stay calm till tmr..

to all my faithful readers,
stay tune ya~~ ^_*

Friends for life..

2009-08-14T00:46:00.002+08:00

MUUUAAACCCCCKKKKKSSSSSS...
^X^ ^X^ ^X^ ^X^ ^X^

been kinda emo these two days due to tons of issues lar...
but i really felt blessed coz my angels were here for me..

the spaces dat i needed,
the ears dat i needed,
the words dat i needed..
they've given me all..

a few special thank yous dedicated to -->

Ni nieeee,
thank you~~~
for calling me n listening to my babble..
for goofing around with me when we were doing recording.. ^__^
n i wanna apologize for not waiting for u to go get our cars,
coz i accompanied JieYing to go KL..
SOOWWRRRIIIEEEEE~~~~~

Biii,
thank you~~~
for keeping me company till 5++ in d morning.. ^^
for talking all the crap and made me laugh..

JieYing,
thank you~~~
for listening to my boring talks in the car..
for warning me to sleep early coz thr's exam tmr...
(heehee,i promise u,i'll sleep after this post XD)

KaiWen,
thank you~~~
for talking me through all the hassle and unleashing d unimportant worries...
for 'slapping' me on the face,telling me not to think too much..
u arr..jia you in arranging ya..
lazt day loooo..fast fast finish ya..
then we go gai gai n go pd to 'wet'.. =p

seriously...
FRIENDS ARE FOR LIFE...
i cant imagine my life without them..
heart my friends A LOT!!!
luv ya.
^_____^

Note of Appreciation

2009-08-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

i doubt dat any of them would get to read tis..
but i really wanna thank each n every one of you for all the help that you guys have given to me.

KEVIN ONG
STEWART WONG
EMMANUEL CHIN

thank you so much for helping me in my jury..
guiding me during practices..
yea,i knw i suck at my playing...
yet you guys still help me out..

i dunno whether it's because my selection of songs are complicated,
that's why u guys learn it with full drive in order to know the song n able to play it in future..
or what..(i know i shldnt think this way AT ALL coz it's rude,but i have a very strong feeling of it)
coz i really know that at my level of playing..
it's very kind of you guys to say yes when i asked for help..

i doubt that i would pass..
coz lack of preparation of my own solos..
but if i fail..
im really guilty towards you guys,
coz im really grateful n thankful to have you guys to back me up..

THANK YOU,GUYS...
i owe u guys a big meal,i guess... XD

Nooks n Crooks

2009-08-09T00:50:00.009+08:00

tons of events,issues,incidents,accidents happened in one shot..
n i wasnt aware of most of them coz i was super lethargic and been sleepin a lot these few days..
i cant even recall some dat occurred just lately coz my mind is very tired and returnin to short-term memory mode soon.. XD
btw,tis post will be mixed and messy coz im gonna jz blurt out wat's in my mind on dat moment..

a whole load of stuff happened since d start of d sem..
my bubble was popped aft a few wks d new sem started..
i can say nth much abt it..
coz i alr cant be bothered..
n God gave me d patience and wisdom to overcome and handle the issue...
so i've alwiz been prayin for guidance since it happened..

a lot of things been circling in my mind..
creatin lots of knots in my brain..
i dunno how to mention them here..
but those who know,they know it..
n wat was told,will remain whr it is..
im really grateful to have most of my Angels wiv me lately..

being a kepoh..
i jz realize i missed d hit of the day jz coz i was super tired..
it's a big leap for me..
coz i nvr miss important news.. XD
but well..
im actually grateful for not being thr..
jz hope dat things will turn out good in d end for those who deserve it..

last but not least..
YAY...
i get to spend time wiv baby today..
such a spontaneous meeting..
but surprisingly..
we've made it work!!!
1st time sing k wiv so less ppl..
oni 2 of us.. ^^
had so much chit chatting..
but i realize..
i can nvr be like another Em..
their ways are diff fr our ways..
i think maybe coz they've been 2gether so long..
n been tru so much..
whereas for us,
we just started out journey after i left..
but still..
i heart her a lot~~~
i cant find a proper noun to name her coz thr's too much for words..
n she really deserve more than just a word..

lastly..
i would like to hav a word of appreciation to all dat hav helped me tru,let me sulk,gave me joy,shared my pain,n oso allow me to share urs...
in other words..i wanna giv u all d love dat i hav for BEING THERE for me..

my family,my own sista,
Baby,Honey Yee,sis Qiqi,Soo Hui dear,Jia Lin dear,Jee Dar-leng,
my gang,wawa,sakai no2,sakai no3,meow meow(yes,u..v had d random name dat day,rmb?),'circle'...
blur blur nu er,siao di di,orang kacau,band 2,aunty,THE gang,wan yun xue mei,chiaaaa caaar 'door' xue mei,spring day,ah yan,ekeeeee,wu gui,minnnn,xing yu,jia jia,amiiii,n my beloved teachers..

n last but not least
The Lord,my dear Heavenly Father..
who've always been by my side tho i've betrayed You.

a great big THANK YOU to all..
n a great big hug to those who can afford... ^^
luv ya all~~~~
^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

sakai no2's big two oow is comin REAL soon..
^_^

Expect the unexpected

2009-08-05T01:09:00.002+08:00

went jamming just now...
seriously,it's really jamming..
coz other than the form,nothing was set..

really had no idea dat things could turn out pretty well..
i suck at my parts..well,dat's my own problem..
but at least the tightness was there..
like wat kev said,if is ur own part dat sucks,u can drill urself..
if d tightness of d band is there,u hav less things to worry..

i really appreciate my guests...thanks guys!!!
n i din expect him to ask for an extra prac for dat freakin complicated piece wiv rare key signature n complicated attacks.. XD
but well..cheers...he's actually a nice guy..
jz a bit kacau n kecoh at times.. XP

out of 3,2 1/2 is kinda done..
oh yay~~~~
i felt kinda relieve after i left d studio..
then only i realize,
all d while..it was jury dat tensed me up so much..

well...at least something is settled..
now i just need to finish d last thing,
send it to print..
then im done wiv one..
n another 2 comin up...
but dat two im not so worried..

so..abt a quarter of d stress is kinda gone...heeheeeee...

back to work~~~
BACK TO WORK~~~~~~

1st visit to PC fair

2009-08-02T23:36:00.003+08:00

not goin to elaborate in 'ah mah' details...
which drags fr morning till evening..

had so much fun shopping wiv baby...
chit chatting,
gossiping,
comparing prices(not like aunties,coz tis is human rights okayyy?!),
gettin to knw new ppl(memang kepoh,but dat person very nice to talk to lor,shld hv did sth more other than jz bid goodbye when v were abt to leave..XD)

bought 6 things...3 white in colour,another 2 in gold,1 is transparent.. XD
love them so much...
for once i manage to buy most of d stuff dat i've wanted for sooo looong..

d oni thing i dun really like n kinda regretted buying it is d keyboard protector..
a bit too sticky..
n oh yaa...
even my modem is in white.. hehe...^___^

now..gotta get some batteries n a proper cloth..
or else all my honeys will turn grey real soon...

Baby,
nx yr can i go again wiv u??
u really taught me a lot..
both in IT n directions.... XD
cant wait to c u again..
but i think dat'll be a month later..
nvm...i still c ur face few times a wk.. haha...
good enuff alr..

really gotta concentrate now..

tons of stuff waiting for me to do..
aiyeyeeerrrrr....
mati ler...

2009-07-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

Being nice to others sometimes means being cruel to yourself.

i rili dont knw if i hav made d right choice..
jz coz dat person asked(not beg,ask oni) n whine..
i change my mind..jz to suit dat person..
was i doin d right thing?
now im suffering..
havin a hard time tryin to find another solution,
which i actually dun hav to if i cekal hati on my stand..

is IT still thr?
d answer is NO..
coz i alr starting to hav counter-effect..
then??
wat was pulling me back?
i rili dunno..
now i hate myself for bein me..
n i dislike dat person alr..

uugghhhh...

Packed but meaningful day.. ^_^

2009-07-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

tis is going to be a long n boring post,coz im trying to post out as much detail as i can..
so if u cant stand long 'windy-ness',better stop reading fr now..

okay...d morning didnt start off smoothly coz i woke up late to buy breakfast for my family...
welll.....dat didnt spoil my day at all...coz...
i was going to meet my dear old fren,Soo Hui later...n nth cld ruin dat XD

i left d house ard 11am n called my fren as i reach uni coz i dunno d way to her place..
i had tons of hiccups finding my way to her place which is actually oso within Cheras oni coz both of us r quite blur wiv directions..(okok,im blurer.. =.=)
(n coz of dat,i finally rmber my way to BTS station n Leisure Mall which i usu dun coz everytime i go,i hav my personal GPSs to help me out XD)
aft abt half n hr of hassle,i finally found her house.. =p (yeah,i admit it,i suck at directions)

v had discussions abt my project,coz she's helping me out in d designing part..
she rili hav ideas dat can knock out my simple,ordinary n boring thinking..
(cant wait to c mann,such a pleasure to hav her to help me~~ ^^)
then aft v had lunch at her place,
v went to a Christian cemetry near her area to take photos for d project purposes..
okok...i knw wat u guys r thinking..
those places r spooky n scary..
but well...fyi,Christian cemetry is actually d most peaceful place u can find..
v had a few satisfying shots thr..
wiv a few scratches added on my car.. XD (yep,u r rite,im blur again)

later,v went klpac for more photoshooting...
at 1st,v were taking photos wiv no disturbance..
but aft a while,
a jaga approach us asking d typical questions,
wat r u doin?wat's d purpose?whr r u fr?blah blah blah..
v layan him a bit..then cont wiv our mission..
aft a lot of picky,choosy moments...
v finally found all d shots dat v nd..
so i plan to head home on d way back to her place to get my camera cable..
coz her router is spoilt n it will be kinda troublesome for her to go to her fren's place to recif my photos,
so i insisted on goin home to get it..
but again..v got lost..
n tis time..v ended up in Gombak b4 i knw whr were v n found d way back.. XD

aft v've retrived my cable,
v headed back to Cheras for ice..
coz dat's wat she requested when v were done in klpac..
so i brought her to Fun OK near my uni..
n i insisted on paying d bill coz
i was suppose to treat her lunch as a belated celebration for her bday dat day..
but due to my hw..v totally 4got abt it..

d most scary part for me happened when v reach her place aft having tea time..
when i got down my car..
i found tons of ants climbing at my right hips n my back..
i was so shocked dat i jumped n patted my body harshly..(as i recall back now,d itchyness is creeping tru my body)
n found a lot of ants at d side of d driver seat n d back seat..
i was wondering...whr did those ants came fr??!!
it took us ard 5 mins to clear up d ants n v went into d hse,leaving d remaining at d back seat unattended..
coz i planned to clear it up when i go home later..
but my dear Soo Hui told her mum abt it,
then aunty was so kind to help me check d car n spray Shieldtox n clean d mats..

aft all d wanted photos were being transfered,
i left her place ard 630pm..
n found my way home wiv no doubt.. XD (at last,i knw d way home)

well...
dat's pretty much i can rmber...

i rili appreciate our meeting 2day..
coz v did tons of girl talks..
which i alwiz like doin it wiv my close frens ^___^

Gal,i din expect u to tell me so much coz v've been far fr each other for at least a yr alr..
but u did tell me things dat surprise me a lot.. hehe...
let things flow...dun rush..
i knw u can handle it well tho u havent been tru any of these issues..
call me up if u nd help ya??!! ^x^

n THANK YOU SO MUCH for helping me on dat..
i seriously nd a pro's suggestion..
if in future u nd help,dun hesitate..
randomly..i jz thought of tis..
i think i can forsee dat v wld nd each other in future.. XD

For another Angel of God,
luv ya~~ ^x^

Finally...

2009-07-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

yeah...i knw im late alr..
but at least i finish it..rather than procastinating again..

wawa,wo zuo wan liao lo..
zhao wo you shen me shi ne??

n another finally...
aft 4 yrs..
i've gained weight..
sorry guys..
din mean to boast or anything...
but it's jz so hard for me to gain weight or look normal on d scale..

tho my weight has increased..
but still it hasnt reach d lowest requirement for blood donating..
T_T

Lost

2009-07-22T22:19:00.005+08:00

procastinating now...

suppose to hand up by 2359...
but now..
my mind is empty..
manuscript not done,
recording not starting any sooner...
cccrrrraaaaapppppp....

feeling sleepy n lethargic..
been dozing off even during dinner time...
wat's wrong huh???

back to work..
BACK TO WORK~~~~~

miz d times i spent in Space..
been not lepak-ing thr for abt a wk alr..

miz talkin to dear baby...
eventho v jz skipped a day...

weird case... XD

For my dear Baby

2009-07-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

God sent her an angel...
This time, is for real...
just like what i am expecting,
a very tolerant and pleasant one.

but all of us are doubting,
is this really the angel that's meant for her?
why both of them seems like they are suffering?

Dear,
i knw u might not agree my ways,
but i'll still pray for u,
for d guidance in handling tis relationship,
okie?
luv ya ^x^

2009-07-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

我们选择欺骗，是因为不想伤害深爱的人，我们不是故意的，只是没有伤害的勇气，所以才隐藏真正的答案。

2009-07-06T20:00:00.004+08:00

After I've seen, felt, sensed and gone through a number of things, incidents, or whatever you wanna name them.
I finally can make a simple conclusion with ONE fact.

Human being is a complicated mechanism.

i think that explains so much
AND
it sums up pretty quite a lot of stuff as well.
XD

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

2009-06-28T22:52:00.004+08:00

i jz found out abt d meaning of d song aft i've watched the movie..
it really did touched me..

Enjoy~~

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

Movies movies movies.. XD

2009-06-28T18:48:00.002+08:00

jz watched 'Hannah Montana: The Movie' wiv dear darling tis aftnoon..
nice movie..
love d countryside,d cool guy,d songs,d storyline...
but d ending a bit abrupt..
nearly cried at sum particular parts of d movie.. XP

yay...tmr nite gonna watch 'Transformer 2: The Revenge of the Fallen'
supposedly my family gonna watch it 2day..
but had trouble wiv telephone n on9 booking..
then when v line up ard 10am at megamall dat time,
they alr announce dat 1130am,12noon,2pm,3pm n 330pm showtimes r all SOLD OUT!!!!!
for Gold Class lagi teruk..
whether in megamall or the gardens.. ALL SOLD OUT!!!
so no choice..but buy for tmr..then v go watch on a weekday lor..
hopefully i can finish my stuff then can enjoy d show wiv no worries.. XD

my dear kaiwen arr..
bila mau tengok 'Angels n Demons'?
v've been talking abt it since it was on screen..
or u wanna watch wiv ur dear arr??
fast fast go watch b4 it dissapear fr box office ler... ^^

处女座的性格

2009-06-27T13:44:00.002+08:00

处女座

处女座表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。
他们似乎可以轻易地忘掉昨夜痛彻心扉的哭声，不知不觉地进入第二天乐得合不拢嘴的状态。
处女座的痛苦多来自于家庭的不合和在友情、爱情上的失意。
处女座表面上可能会给人小气自私的形象，但实则是不了解他们的人的误识。
他们如果显得很小气的话，也许是因为他们的极其慷慨曾招来些对自己的伤害，因此他们在找到一个真正他们认为值得一交的朋友，而那个人也对他无半颗私心前，只能是被自己天生的心软、善良牵制着，畏缩地给予别人帮助，以致于形成小家子的假象。
唉~~~~

处女座的友情：
他们渴望精神上的交流、内心世界的彼此了解，他们视友情为达到这一目的的最不可缺少的途径。
处女座很少有向亲人吐露心声的机会，因此，朋友在处女座眼中更是显得尤为重要。
而交上处女座的人也绝不会吃亏，但处女座的人一生却很难得能遇到知心的朋友，这也就使处女座的人的心事不断的积压下来，久而久之，他们很少向别人透露自己的心事，这种痛苦源于他们需要一个100%的纯洁友情。
当处女的朋友又搭上另一个人时，他们只会沉默，用拼命工作之类的事情来麻木自己，掩盖自己的寂寞和失落。
庆幸的是处女座是一个非常和平、不记仇的星座，他们不会为此对你进行报复，即使为之，那份量也是微不足道的。
因此作为处女的朋友，如果俩人的确是难得知己的话，最好你应该花大部分时和处女座者相处去让他们明白这一点，而不是莫名其妙地甩下他们又搭上另一个人。

处女座的爱情：处女座的爱情多被定义为内向、害羞。
而我却不这么认为，他们内心其实很狂热，而且由于他们在为人处事方面的IQ低得要死，甚至完全可以是像《一吻定情》中相原琴子一样的人。
由于他们不轻易表露自己的痛苦，整日被张笑脸笼罩这，活泼的形象会浮现于他们爱情世界的表面中。
处女座女生并不为一些书上说的很斯文的一个人，他们心血来潮时可以跑到心仪的男生前打招呼、自报家门、要照片。
什么马蜂窝她都敢捅，这种我行我素的作风是因为处女座会认为他们本是为寂寞而生，没有人能真正了解他们。
自己认为对的事他都可以去做，不屑别人的非言非语，继续表面快乐的生活。
而当仰望着朗朗星空时，处女座者却是一个伤感者的角色，他们爱听悲伤的音乐、喜欢广阔的东西，诸如：浩瀚的星空、无垠的沙漠和大海。
这时，微微凉风掠过，处女座甚至会觉得这才是人生做到的享受，这时，处女座的人会沉淀白天对爱情的一股傻劲，着实地看清现实的爱情，不免一阵唉声叹气，这时你会惊讶地发现平日蹦跳不停的处女座也有安静、忧郁的一面。
在爱情上，处女座的人既有古典保守的一面，也绝对有开放、爽朗的一面，处女座的人大都有很高的文化道德修养，对一些凡尘俗事能够坦然对待，纵然那个最受伤的人是他们自己。
处女座的人情绪变化不太稳定，他们善解人意，能够短时间内进入不同的状态，这可能就是人们俗称的神经质吧！
不过也正是由于这点，处女座的人往往是作演员的绝好料子，张曼玉,张国荣，就是典型例子。
处女座的爱情观也可能会陷入矛盾中。
是因为他们豁达的人生观，他们会认为爱情重在曾经拥有，不求一世拥有。
甚至可以拥有很高的更换异性的频率，他们会认为人生苦短，应多领略些异性的风情万种，他们很理智，会把爱情作为生活中调剂品，而非全部，让他们过早得迈入结婚礼堂也多是不太可能的。
而另一方面正是由于处女座的极其理智，他们怕受到生活中多余的来自爱情的伤害，他们也会有另一种可以成仙的极端的爱情想法：终身不沾上爱情，拥有友情就已足够了。
能够反映这两种极端爱情观的例子：当见到一对新人正在举办婚礼时，处女座的想法是：真搞不懂，那些人还那么高兴，难道他们不知道这对新人早晚回分手的吗？还摆宴席，真是不值。
处女座的人很现实，他们很少有信爱情这东西能天长地久的，他们视之为肤浅荒唐。
处女座的性格很平静，多愁善感，他们身上有很多洁白无暇的优点，如果处女座的人形成一个社会的话，那将是名副其实的乌托邦。
但可悲的是他们的这些优点似乎很不合现在这个社会的潮流，他们被称为不懂人情世故，也正是如此，处女座的人的优点只能是被这个污浊的社会给淹没了。

处女座的人外貌上看去清爽，他们的眼睛大都不是很大，但很有神，嘴也不大，但很精致，笑起来时，哈哈哈，他们的嘴可就不小啦--！哈哈哈……

处女座的时间观念是：来得早不如来得巧，他们认为来得早时剩下的时间完全是没必要的浪费！

处女座的人多半很幽默，而且非常谦虚，不爱到处张扬，除非心血来潮时。
处女座的人一生大都较坎坷和不顺心，他们生活的条件和机遇总不是和他们浓烈的人格魅力成正比。
他们很不自信，再加上他们淡然处之的作风使自己在一人走路时显得忧心忡忡，很冷静的样子，不过可恶的是，不了解他们的人说那是耍酷。

处女座宝贝有很高的艺术欣赏水平，他们非常具有审美观，所以对一些事往往要求也很高，但表面漂亮的异性也是可以吸引处女座的！
处女座多半对钱较重视，这个很怪，而往往很少得到钱的也是他们。
处女宝贝们在某些方面很聪明，他们对365行都有天赋，只要一入门都能熟练掌握，这可能都归功于他们很高的悟性吧！
不过如此全能的人，在择业问题上还是个不小的困难呢！

处女宝贝们不太重视衣着外表，他们很实际，认为我有内在还怕什么外表差，不到衣服破得实在是不能穿时，他们是很少去购衣的。

处女座的人身体不太好，尤其是肠胃，便秘，消化不良是常见的事，他们的脂肪多积于下半身！好可怜⋯⋯

我们的宝贝很善讲理论，但在付诸行动上常常很欠缺，在这方面他们似乎很没原则，总是游戏时间，不到千钧一发时，他们很难从懒惰里解脱出来，除非心血来潮时。

2009-06-27T12:27:00.002+08:00

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

dreadful way to end my day in uni

2009-06-26T22:46:00.006+08:00

i seriously hav no idea y d guys wanna disturb my car 2day..
out of no reasons,
david dismantled my antenna n bent both my rear n back wiper..
one of my my rear wiper is broken alr..
then,
emma,eddy n david again..
ran through my car's interior when i press my alarm..
they moved almost everything dat's within..
shifting things fr d back seat 2d front seat n vice versa..
n whoever izit...i bet it's david as well..
pushed my side mirrors inwards until i cant even use it..

honestly..im DAMM PISSED OFF NOW!!!
y in d world u guys wanna do tis 2me?
wat the fuck r u all having in ur minds?
did i did sth bad like ruining ur lifes?or slap u on ur face?
i hate 2use rude words...
but cant u guys jz leave me alone..
i had enuff for a day...
n u guys still wanna make fun of me..
im freakin tired mann...

im so sorry 2say,
u ppl really has chosen d wrong day 2play a trick on me.

futhermore,
coz of d chaos u guys cause,
i actually 4got abt my laptop.
luckily nicole called n i manage to return 2uni 2retrieve it fr mr justin..

i reached home late..
n mum asked me y my wiper was spoilt out of d blue when i got home..
n i oni used one sentence 2answer her n she was in shocked..
'3 coursemates/senior/junior ransacked my car b4 i left d campus jz now'

A GREAT THANK YOU TO

EDDY LIM YOU CHENG
EMMANUEL SANTA MARIA CHIN
N
THE ONE N ONLY
DAVID CHIO TZE MENG

i really detest d attitude dat u guys showed 2me 2day..
i kept quiet doesnt mean i wont bite.
i do admit dat v can hav fun at times.
but...
childish acts dont make u look like heroes,but like kids,
pls behave like adults when u r suppose to..

2009-06-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

看着一件又一件不愉快的事情发生在他身上，
可是自己却一点忙也帮不上，
相反的还给他添麻烦。
真的觉得很不好意思！

我这种朋友，不要也罢了。
朋友出了事，帮不了忙，还要别人帮忙，
实在是不要得！！！

希望不要再有不幸的事发生在他身上了。

向天父祈求着，
让他的现况能雨过天晴。

Half-handicapped but i dun care!!! >.<

2009-06-17T22:52:00.005+08:00

arrrrgggghhhh....why why why?!!??
alwiz choose d super duper right time to giv me trouble..

low mobility on my right hand..
BUT...i nd to
practice for recital,band,jury n other instruments,
take notes during class,
take meals,
drive...
so much to do...how to ignore them o..
i cant be bothered!!!
i'll jz do what i nd to do..
cacat baru fikir apa nak buat nanti~~

Praying hard again.
>.<

A tribute to Yiruma

2009-06-15T12:48:00.002+08:00

I fell in love wiv his music aft my fren introduce his music to me..
jz like Kevin Kern..
i like his music bcoz it's sentimental n mostly piano based...
Enjoy..
^_^

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

I hate to admit it,but yes i detest ur attitude

2009-06-11T00:33:00.003+08:00

excuse me..
tmr's d day(2day actually)..n u r sms-ing me oni at 00:20 to ask d details?
u think v all so free to layan u arr?
summore spell my name wrongly..
in a very berry vegetable terrible spelling summore..

i actually regretted of replyin d msg aft i've sent it..
shldnt hav bothered..
n if u r gonna ask abt it...
i can jz say im asleep alr..
coz d fact is..
i usu sleep b4 12,
so happen dat u r darn lucky..
im still up until now..

yes..i knw...
u dislike wat u r assigned to..
but cant u jz get use to it,n try to work sth out btween us,
rather than acting like a small kid sulking coz sum1 screwed up ur stuff?
yeah rite...ppl been missin on n off,leaving d whole thing like a torn cloth..
so?
cant u jz try to compensate a lil n make life easier for d rest?
thr's marks given ok?
i dun wanna fail coz of sum 'dai xiu jie' attitude dat is helpless..
u wanna act childish at home,or infront of ur frens..
dat's ur problem..n i cant be bothered..
but pls..
u r in uni now..
pls respect others b4 requesting ppl to respect u..
v r not obliged to layan ur kiddo personality..
but since fate brought us 2gether..(bluek,i think it sounds a bit too nice)
can u jz adjust urself for once?

ya astaga...
u better jaga..
if u step my tail (translate to cantonese,pls),
u'll get it!
n i MEAN IT!!!

Special news of Karen Lui !!! XD

2009-06-05T18:48:00.003+08:00

hey guys...listen up!!
karen knws how 2use facebook alr!!!!
isnt dat amazing 4her 2actually explore fb?
she learnt 2use d chat n started playing wiv games like pet society n restaurant city..
she told me she spent like 2 hrs straight jz by exploring around fb..

i found it funny coz she was d one who say..
'facebook knws who m i,but i dunno it'
now she started playing n say its fun..

currently she's still exploring pet society n restaurant city..
she's having trouble abt d taggings in notes n statuses updates..
guys,shld v giv her a hand 4her 'big' achievement??!! XP

keep up d good work,'lousy' karen!!!
but pls dun get stuck n 4got abt practicing..
^_^

Physical breakdown

2009-05-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

lately,my body is sending me weird signals dat i do not knw how to react..
end up..
i had high fever on sun..
my body was like burning wiv fire..
n i was dizzy,been sleeping for one whole day...

it was nerve-wracking for my mummy n dear darling,
coz they checked for symptoms of AH1N1 on9 n found out dat i met most of d criteria except having flu..
mummy was so worried dat she had to bring me to d hospital to c a doctor aft dinner...
in d end,their worries were cleared..
it's jz normal fever plus sore throat..
thank God!!!
i rili tot it was either AH1N1 or dengue fever at 1st.. >.<
thanks you for ur prayers..
n i apologize if my dear darling's msg freaked u out at 1st..
onece again,thanks guys!

on d way 2d hospital,
mummy gav a long lecture of how worried is she..
n how much she loved me..
im d child dat alwiz worries her coz i memang muka tebal..
she scold oso sumtimes i cant be bothered..
dat's y she very 'gek sum'..

yes mummy,
i'll take good care of myself!!!
having to be sleepy d whole day wiv a super high temperature body is not sth dat i want often..
plus..u knw i hate western medication..
I'll Really Take Good Care of Myself,
I PROMISE..

mummy n dear darling,
luv ya..
muackss
^x^ ^x^

A week of Red Bean Tong Sui

2009-05-24T01:14:00.003+08:00

yes,yvonne dear..
u do knw abt tis alr..
(no nd to 'surprisingly,she din tell me' lar..i told u in msn jz now.. XD)

tis week itself,
i drank 3 kinds of red bean tong sui alr..
2 on mon,1 on 2day..

1st one was karen's..
she stayed up till 2am to boil tis so dat d nx morning she hav sth 4breakfast..
when i 1st reach her place in d aftnoon,
d 1st thing she do was get in2 d kitchen 2heat up d tong sui,
coz she say mz let me try.. XD
honestly,i oni drank a few scoops coz i was full fr my cheesy spagetti lunch..
it was quite nice..not too sweet..
well..sweeter than d ones dat i usu drink at home,
coz my family arent a fan of sweet stuff..
but kinda watery..

2nd one was jie ying's..
aft i left karen's place in d evening,i went over 2hueyuen's place 2study 4history wiv d rest..
when jieying came aft i've reached,
she took a bowl of her red bean tong sui out n ask yvonne n i 2try..
i drank ard 60-70% of d bowl coz yvonne said she was full.
jieying's was sweeter n thicker than karen's coz she put in more sugar n uses a slow cooker 2boil it.
so d texture is thicker n 'gluey'..
n she added extras..
which is sago..
very nice!!!

laz but not least..
d one i drank at home 2day..
my maid boiled it..
d sweetness is as usual in d house..(meaning not sweet lar)
texture similar 2karen's coz both oso use normal pot n boil in stove..
but not as watery as karen's coz longer duration..
karen oni took 4 hrs,i think my maid took 5 hrs ++

as a conclusion..
i like jieying's..
not bcoz of d sago or d sweetness..(yes,i admit dat i hv sum kind of sweet tooth on certain food)
but coz i like d 'gluey' n thick texture dat was cause by d slow cooking of d slow cooker(DUH~~!)
for sweetness wise,
i prefer karen's..
not too sweet or too plain 4me..^^

hopefully i wldnt come across another bowl of red bean tong sui within d nx coming wk..
but i think i wanna go try red bean ice cream if i get 2see it when i go 4movies wiv my dear darling tmr..
^_^

This is funny..

2009-05-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

52 words

Typingtest

American Idol 09

2009-05-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

yeah rite..i knw..it's a very very hot topic now..
im not going into details..
but i jz dun understand y..
y is Kris ???
i want Adam to win!!!

well..still..
i guess..
even if Adam didnt win..
he'll still sumhow get a contract..^^

p/s: all above r personal perspective,no hard feelings ya..

Back,with tiredness but enjoyment as well..

2009-05-17T18:52:00.005+08:00

aft a 2d1n sleepover in Gopeng..
im finally home sweet home abt half n hr ago..
it's a very very short trip,
but im glad dat i went,
coz it's like a break for me..
a getaway for me aft my stressful sem...
it was a very very enjoyable short trip..
i've gained so much fr d trip..
tis trip has seriously reminds me of how great is God's love..

tho d age gap between d brothers n sisters in Christ dat went were kinda big..
but still..i realized,deep down in their hearts,they r jz as young as i am now,or maybe even younger..XD
(melissa,if u happen to see tis,i wanna say sorry!!! u rili arent dat old!!! ^^)
i enjoyed d sharing sessions a lot!!!
tho my grp is quite d quiet type, n needed a lot of encouragement b4 v r rili ready 2share our thoughts..
but still im rili grateful n thankful for all d sharing n prayers..^^
n for games...su-ann n melissa,u guys did a great job planning them!!
it's not too vigorous,but it's fun..
btw,sorry kok choong!! for hiding ur marbles until u cant even find it..
now im crossing my fingers hard hoping d 3 adorable puppies wldnt find it n swallow them by accident..
when's ur bday?v buy back d marbles for u??XD
thanks kylie!!! for teaching me to play Taboo..
n of course,thanks to my entertaining driver,Joanna!!!
sitting in ur car is nvr boring..^_^

i dont hav any photos yet,coz..
i actually brought my camera,but no battery..
so currently im waiting for kylie,su-ann n eng chin to uplaod d photos in FB,
n i'll go steal sum.. ^^

Thank you so much, Jee Leng!!!
for asking me to go..
tho thr's quite a gap between us n d rest,
but i still had fun playing games n sharing wiv them..
n thanks so much for listening me crapping abt my current condition..
v rili been loosing touch for quite some time..
n i rili appreciate d company...
seriously...i shld hav told u abt dat much earlier..
then u wld teach me d proper way to handle things.. XD
but aiya..wateva lar..u knw now..
so ok ady?
bug me more if u still wanna knw wat will happen nx ler..
im oso waiting for it now.. XP

tmr going back to d usual routine..
assignments,practices,blah blah blah..
feel like falling sick now..
nose is gettin itchy..
ouch...history supp paper is on tues..
better be off now..
^_^

I'm amazed.. XD

2009-05-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

finally..
daddy joined in d fun..
he is now in FB!!! XD
now my whole family(minus my bro,coz he's too young) is in d FB network..
i cant belif dat tis day actually happened..haha..

at least now...
both my parents arent dat blur on internet stuff..XP
my mummy did my quizzes,but oni scored on d 3rd one..
daddy can upload his photos asap n let us view,
rather than having to wait until he returns..
(awesome work,daddy... ^_^)
n they r so updated wiv their daugthers' status,
dat sumtimes i dun dare to put in too many things.. XP

i shall now wait n c how my parents utilize FB to d max of their 'capability'
XD

2009-05-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

gettin lost and feeling helpless again..
tis time no one can help at all...
i have to do it by myself..

praying hard for the will power and wisdom,
so dat i can handle it in a proper way dat wldnt cause anything to anyone..

p/s: - gonna spend time wiv my dear again tis thurs,yay!!!
- going to a sleepover camp wiv my 'darl leng' tis weekend,cant wait!!

hopefully these 2 events will help me to cope wiv my issues.. ^^

Mother's Day celebration

2009-05-10T00:56:00.003+08:00

usu my family dun celebrate mother's or father's day coz my parents say..
going out for dinner on those particular days are disasters due to d traffic jam dat might occur..
XD
but surprisingly tis yr's mother's day..
my lovely dad who's working outstation actually suggested us to do some celebration..
d original plan is,im suppose to cook for mummy..
but mummy say she hav nth in mind at d moment..
so for tis time,i dun hav to cook 1st,
but once she hav sth in mind..then i can cook for her..
so....to make it a lil special..
i bought her fav chocolate for her..

n to follow wat my daddy's request..
v actually went out to try on a korean restaurant which is located near my house..
since i havent been driving d family car for sometime..
tis round,my mum let me drive d Innova with no doubts..^^
tis car is actually better than my kelisa..
not coz of d size..
but d power sterring, prompt pick-up of d accelarator n brake..
well..still..i prefer my small car..
easier to handle and to find parking..(right,yvonne? XD )

back to d dinner..
for d 1st time..
i see so many side dishes at once..
13 altogether..W-O-W
v had both d bbq n d soup set..
d bbq is nice..
but d soup dishes..
err..a bit too salty..
d seafood soup..was so fishy coz d seafood arent fresh at all!!!
one special thing dat i like..
is d small bowl of barley like tong-sui dat they gave us aft v finished our meals..
it's a bit too sweet for me..
but mummy say it's sth good..
coz it's like a cool n refreshing drink for our body aft having bbq stuff..
for d 1st time..
v spent 2 hrs for dinner..i think by far..it's d longest period v hav for dinner.. XP
but..i dun think i wanna hav korean food again within a few months..
coz it's too filling for my family who arent big-eater..

dat's all for d celebration..
i din rili take pictures coz d whole table is full,n even if i stand up..i cant take d full picture of d food dat v hav..
so i gave up on trying..
tmr,thr'll be another celebration..
but it'll oni consist of my maternal grandma,mummy n bro..
coz oni my mummy n bro is going over to my grandma's place..
i hav tons of homework to complete(i bet u guys knw very well wat i mean)
n my sis nd to practice piano...
so..no choice ler..

jz to end d post nicely..

Dearest Mummy,
Happy Mother's Day
^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

1st day of my sem 4..

2009-05-04T20:31:00.004+08:00

haiz....start new sem ler..
very sien lar..
coz JURY 2 is coming!!!!!
very scare if i fail,then cham lerr...

very surprised dat oni on d 1st day..
i settled my timetable alr..
v can c dat students n lecturers r so efficient..
but d sch management..
haiz....got so fed up alr..

back 2my timetable..
as usual..wed has d longest stretch of classes..
fr 10-7,of course wiv breaks.. XD
again...wed is busiest..
while thurs oni one class..
hmm..still thinking if i shld put another minor on thurs instead if wed,
then i wont felt so useless jz coming for 1 class on thurs..

wanna complain lagi...
why is my results not out yet!!!
im crossing my fingers hoping my band n hist wld pass..
ANNDDD...
y d band list still not out yet..
make ppl super nervous lar..
nd 2wait till fri summore..

new sem is here..
new plans are set..
new goals to achieve..

wow...tis is tough mann...
Praying hard dat i could do it.
Amen.

Outing with family on Labour Day

2009-05-02T15:36:00.010+08:00

super lazy 2update..but i think i still nd 2keep tis place alive.. XD
so i took a day rest then oni im willing 2do tis posting..

at last..all of us hav a common holiday dat allows us to hav quality time wiv each other..^^
at 1st, v alr planned 4a movie outing in d aftnoon..
then bro wanted 2go 2some nature places..
so v decided 2pay a visit 2d Bird Park..
detailed info r not crucial..
so i'll jz put in sum photos.XP

aft leaving bird park,v went megamall..
bro n mum went to watch d wat so ever Wolverine movie..
while me n sis went jalan-jalan..

didnt rili take d initiative 1shop for anything..
but i found sth dat i like..
i've been looking for ballet flats for a long time,
but i nvr come across 2any dat i like n dat is suitable for my flat feet..

i so happen to see tis when i was randomly scanning tru d shoes in Esarli(i think tis is d spelling,dun rili rmber tho XD )
n i fell in love wiv it..
tis is kinda distinct fr d usual style dat i put on..
my mum say i look too 'si man' in tis..
still..i hav a lil trouble when i wear it..
but i love it!!!

dat's all for now..

uni is starting on mon..
tis time..
i do not hav any special feelings..
whether is excitement or anxiousness..
i felt nth..
i dun rili feel like i cant wait 4d new sem 2start,
but at d same time,i did not feel any fear either..
but i do miss seeing n spending time wiv 'the gang' XD
cant wait 2c them..^x^

i wonder wat's going wiv me..
im feeling nth at all...
oh no...is dat bad??

Last 'wrapping' for tis round

2009-04-28T22:56:00.003+08:00

Went to tit da again 2day..
for d last round of palpation n chinese medicine wrap on my foot..

had a long session of 'foot massage'..
well..i rather call it d torture session..

d singse pulled n rubbed n pressed my foot rili hard..
i nearly screamed...
d pain was kinda hard 2endure when he treated d particular part of my foot..
aft 15 mins of misery,he finally stopped n went 2get d medicine n bandages..
as he was wrapping,he said i can take it off aft a few days..
n if it doesnt hurt anymore,dun mind going back 2look 4him..
i was like "Thank You God,Amen!"
finally..im over it..
but at d same time..
darn it..d sem break is over as well..

hmm...expected...2spend my break at home.. XD
i rili gotta b careful n get more exercise...
then i wont get hurt easily.. XP

one last shot of d memorable incident:
phew...aft 2 to 3 days,i can remove d bandage forever XD
(well,at least for tis round,hopefully thr wont be a nx time 2come >.< )

planning for a movie outing wiv family tis fri..
yay!! ^_^

2009-04-25T11:45:00.003+08:00

y so many ppl go singapore during d break???
I WANNA GO SINGAPORE!!!
to visit my lovely cousins and my sweetie pies!!!!
i miss them SO MUCH!!!

update of current status XD

2009-04-24T00:58:00.004+08:00

i think most of my blog readers knw dat..
im currently 'wounded'
im staying at home rotting..
coz i cant rili drive or play piano..
but still..it din stop me fr having some changes...

i got my new glasses few days b4 d semester ends..
(btw,in my calendar,d laz day of tis sem is d MBE concert)
but i did not wear it to uni coz i had trouble adapting to it..
i felt dizzy when i put it on at 1st,
so..i did not wear it during finals..

secondly..
i got a haircut 2day or shld i say ystrday..(mind u,it's alr 1am.. LOL)
ching,i rili din mean to be a copycat..
i hav no idea dat my definition of 'shorter fringe' towards d hairdresser means like tis..
it's not d same as urs..but fr far..it looks kinda similar..
well...anywayz...
im satisfied wiv d haircut coz d weather is devastating coz my thick hair is bothering me too much...
i felt so light aft having d haircut..
but at d same time..
it makes me feel childish coz of d fringe..
when i hav short fringe,my parents n my siblings will hav diff opinions..
my parents wld say i looked younger n sweeter
(ewwww...it's a compliment,but i think d word 'sweet' doesnt suit me)
my siblings wld say i looked childish..
weird family huh..

hmm...
i think dat's all d crap dat i wanna share...
sorry for being perasan..XD
btw,Yvonne!!!
i found sth very cool!!
i like tis emo look!!
check tis out: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1594937865#/photo.php?pid=2092462&id=39037210652

i think i shld post a photo of my current look,
pls bear wiv it..
sorry!

Sem Break is here..

2009-04-21T11:33:00.003+08:00

2 weeks of hols started 4 days ago..
i hav no mood or wat so ever to do anything at all..
coz..
i injured my foot again..
betul betul no mood to do anything at all..
coz tis time..cant even drive around or go anywhr but sit at home n rot.. T_T
(cant rili play piano as well,coz cant press pedal..)
who's fault?
my own lor..for being clumsy..
or like wat sakai karen said- lun zhun,dai tao ha..

well..good thing i fell actually.. XD
it givs me time to rili stop and think tru all d things dat happened..
been thinking n scolding virtual characters a lot tis few days..
(d definition of virtual characters here is people who actually do exist,but they arent infront of me at all.yeap...im insane for doing so..but pls bear wiv a person who is growing mushrooms on her head at home currently XD)

sem break is here finally..
d holidays dat i've been longing since d 2nd wk of my 3rd sem...
dun ask y..ppl who understand will understand.. XD
but i jz found out dat i hav more things to do during sem break..
AARRGGHH...
jury 2 songs to prepare..
song selection for nx sem's band to prepare..
(i dun wanna b like tis sem, coz v hav no idea wat our lovely lecturers have prepared 4us,so v cant do any early preparation..but now since v knw dat they r going 2stick 2d current policy,i better prepare sth.. XD)

yeah..i knw..2 things oni mar..
but u think jury 2 so easy ar..
i nd to learn 2do things myself alr..
so tcher prepare all 4 songs for me n ask me 2think of d arrangement and solos of d songs myself....
but now..
i memang no mood..
it's hols..
i wanna relax.. >.<
but yet i nd to buck up soon..
i wanna impress my tcher.. XD

going tit da again later...(rili hoping 4 good news..)
so cant go for senior's grad,coz mum dun allow me 2drive..
GOOD LUCK!!! ALL THE BEST!!!
n CONGRATS!

my Bao Bei,
thanks so much for d call n d entertainment u gave me ^_^
i'll get well soon n v go gai gai b4 my new sem starts ok?
aaanndd..

im waiting for u to come in n c me sakai.. XP
then i bring u all around d place n v make emily envy.. XD
luv ya! ^x^

Hwei,
pls dun scold me for being clumsy again..
u knw me lar..
alwiz here bruise thr bruise..
xi guan jiu hao.. XP
enjoy ur life in aussie land, while i grow mushrooms here..
will try to send over some fresh ones if i can.. XD
luv ya too!! ^x^

d sem ends like tis..

2009-04-18T00:09:00.004+08:00

end of d sem..
again..
i twisted my foot,
tis time..is d right one..

haiz...
y m i so blur one..

anywayz..
MBE concert was awesome!!!
except for one song,which i actually had high expectations on it..
but tis person..
alwiz let me down in various aspects..
haiz..
hopeless person..
i dun hate u,but sometimes i dun agree wiv ur way of thinking,dat's all..
pls grow up..
physically u r older than me..
but mentally..
i think u r quite immature sometimes..
pls take full responsibility of wat u r doing!

back to d concert...
tis time again..
im not performing.. T_T
(i dun care!!!
nx sem, MBE concert is my ultimate goal..
hopefully nx sem will be my laz sem in jr band,
n i hav sth to rmber of XD)
but i was d crew..
given a job dat actually matches my personality..
being bossy.. XD
my job was to make sure d performers r away fr their comfortable seats n off 2d backstage when it's nearly their turn..
i din knw i was meant 4 tis job until Juan saw how i urge d ppl to leave d hall..
he was like : 'Good, good..tis is how it shld be done! make them go.. dun be nice..'
haha... XD
is tis fate?? -_-"

but sadly,
i fell fr d stairs when i was d crew..
so i went home wiv a twisted ankle,
driving in pain during d journey home..

well...d concert ended with a blasting news..
d main amp was blown off when victor's band sang 'Bodies'
a heavy metal song..
i think d amp was used to d max tru out d concert..
coz v had quite a number of big bands and metal songs..
it's actually a miracle that it cld laz until d encore song XD

hoping that they cld get it fixed by tmr for another concert..
crossing my fingers, praying rili hard dat tmr i can go..
hopefully i wldnt hear much bad news when i go for tit da tmr.. >.<

I nd 2clear sth off fr my mind.
im getting lost wiv u,
hopefully d hols wd giv me sufficient time 2think tru..
in my opinion,
i think things r gettin a lil too far 4 me n u.
if i cant find d solution,
i oni hav 2 options,
one is 2 let time decide,
n another 1 is bring us back 2whr v 1st started.
Praying for guidance again.
Amen.

updating again very soon.. ^^

2009-04-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

i had a stay over in karyan's place last nite coz i nd to do my assignments..
(ching came over to slp as well)
went to uni during d day,
did sth dat made yvonne,ching n david got a shock... XD
n spent d aftnoon in karen's place..

a lot of hilarious things happened..
had a few girl talks...(gossiping is included of course XD)
a few minor accidents... XD
i heart my time spent in angkasa these 2 days...

will update soon enuff when im done wiv all d exams n assignments within d week..
praying rili hard dat i can settle all of them on time..

Hwei,
im enjoying tis sem oni by d end of d sem,
pathetic huh..
but dun worry..
i had enuff of breakdowns..
now im taking things easily..
trying not to push myself to d limit..
so..
u oso enjoy ur internship in d hospital!!(i can tell dat u r having fun ^^)

Random (yes..again)

2009-04-13T02:34:00.003+08:00

cant belif dat she still hav d energy and semangat to blog now..XD
betul betul beh tahan her lar...hahaha
not much to say coz my mind is kinda blank now..

finished my improv recording... *clap clap*
coz for a kepoh person to finish d recording in a room dat includes 2 other girls chit chatting is a very hard task to complete.. LOL

now writing out chords for my song writing final project..
nd to transpose d key coz i cant reach too high...
yeah..i knw i shldnt be singing..
but i cant find a suitable singer in such a short period of time..
so...alang alang lar..
or like wat yvonne say..lantak aje ler...
cant be bothered!
cant wait for d wk 2 end...
it's jz so hectic n suffocating!!!!!!!!!!
AARRRGGGHHHH

For all my fellow mates who r having jury tis wk onwards,
GOOD LUCK!!!

Tanggal 'P'

2009-04-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

it's been long since im here to clear d dust n spiderwebs...
jz to do some quick announcement for tis time.. XD

yay!!!
at last...
im not a 'P' license holder..

yes,yvonne dear..
i knw u got urs way b4 i did..
but still...
im at the same situation as u now..
coz my mum say..
'jz let d 'P' be whr it is now..
dun hav to take d trouble to peel it out..
it makes me feel safer when i knw dat u r driving wiv d 'P' sticker'.
-_-"

my 'P' license actually expired on april fool's day..
but i totally 4got abt it until d 4th..
then my mum urge me to call d uncle dat taught me driving to help me change..
when he came over to my place to get d license..
he kinda like scolded me..
coz he said it is very dangerous to drive out wiv d expired license,
it might cause me to retake d ENTIRE exam all over again..

but still..
it takes one working day to complete d process..
so i had d fear of driving for both mon n tue...
for dat 2 days..
i've been so obedient n polite..
no speeding on highways..(when i saw d speedometer reached 80,i let go of my accelarator straightaway)
or ignoring red lights..
coz im afraid it would giv me bigger problems if i was caught not oni violating rules but oso driving without a license.. >.<

well..
d bottom line is..
im so over of my 'P' driving "route" XD

p/s. to ppl whom may concern, i wont be updating as frequent as b4..sorry abt it!
uni life is devastating..
n finals will be here very soon,
so currently im packed wiv assignments and as well as studying
(which i actually had no time to think abt yet >0< )
but dun worry...
im not dead yet! hahaha..

A weekend spent

2009-03-29T22:09:00.003+08:00

Sadly...
yes..
i didnt join d Earth Hour celebration..
whether is in uni or at home..

i was back in my dad's hometown which is a small kampung located near Kampar,Perak..
v cant switch off most of d lights coz if v do..
my sweethearts would cry like nobody's business..
so i decided not to scare my sweethearts.. ^^

oh...fyi..
i spent my weekend back in my dad's hometown..
coz v need to go for qing ming's ritual practices..
my family(minus my sis) left for Kampar ard 11sth..
n reach our destination ard 2++..
b4 i go to my cousin's house..
i went to my fren's place to pay her a visit..
who is tis fren?
is Fang Jie Jie!!!

oh ya..for KC ppl..
Fang Jie Jie hav a new name..
call her CHARLYNN nx time when u get to see her..
(it'a pronounced as shar-lin in malay pronouciation)
v strained our brains for half n hour jz to find an eng name dat she suka..

then at last..she found one dat she think is suitable..

v picked fr Irene,Lily,Lilian,Fiona,Cecilia,Lyana,Caryn,Camryn etc...(i oso cant rmber alr)
but im sure she will change it when she find another one dat she likes more.. XD

back to d story..
i went to her 'hostel' (is actually a place dat she rented)
n we chatted for a few hours b4 my parents come n pick me up to go back to my cousin's place for dinner n to stay for d night..
like wat i've said,
i din manage to participate in d Earth Hour coz thr r 3 little children in d house
n i cant imagine wat would happen if v turn off d lights in a sudden..
so instead..v had photo sessions wiv d kids..
(photos will be uploaded soon.. ^^)

nx morning..
all of us had to wake up by 6 to prepare for d graveyard visit..
my cousins and i went to the cemetry at abt 715 wiv our parents..
went to 5 different 'houses' n left the place ard 9..
surprisingly..i did not hav to use my umbrella tis yr..
coz usu..the sun would be scorching hot ard 8..
but tis yr..d weather is quite windy wiv no direct sun until aftnoon hours..
aft v had lunch,v left for kl in noon..

well..
it's a diff way of spending my weekend for tis week..
i rili missed my sweethearts a lot..
children grow up in a quicker rate than us..
but lucky enuff..
my dear Jia Qian still rmbers who m i..
yay!!! ^_^

tmr..
back to the crazy routine..
haiz...
ouch...sh*t...
finals is in 2 weeks time..
n i hav 3 uncompleted assignment...
aarrggghh..
but at least im lucky enuff to not hav jury tis sem..

For all my seniors and juniors and fellow frens who r taking jury tis sem..

Take Care and Good Luck!!!

i'll keep my fingers crossed for u guys!! ^_^

Outing with my dear

2009-03-22T20:09:00.005+08:00

it's been long since i've updated abt my own life..
i was caught up wiv a lot of personal issues and thoughts dat i do not wish to bring up..
and dat's d reason why i've been depending on quotes and little mental notes to keep me 'alive' for d past few weeks..
sorry!!!!

Atlast...
we got d chance to go watch 'Marley n Me'!!!
YAY!!! ^_^

after a few weeks of procastination... XD
sis n i had finally decided dat both of us needed some leisure time besides all d hectic stuff dat v hav in coll/uni..
so v went megamall 2day 2watch d movie and oso to celebrate for her results..
by means...she belanja makan.. XD (i think i mentioned abt tis a few posts ago ^^ )

abt d movie..
it was great!!!
both my sis n i cried..
i think majority of the audience cried when we r reaching d end where Marley the dog had to leave the Grogan family...
arrrgghhh.. i wish dat i could finish d book in jieying's hse a mth ago..
now...
hopefully i can borrow d book fr Secret...
I WANNA READ THE BOOK!!!!

aft the movie,
v had lunch in a nice n cosy restaurant located near Chili's..
d place has a warm setting wiv yellow lights..
but d price is bloody expensive coz d portion is small..
to me,it's not worth-while..
i swear i'll nvr go to dat place for pastas but for pizza ONLY!!!

we drop by an assesories shop as we walk back to Garden's parking lot..
i saw a few choices of earrings dat i love but i can oni afford 1 out of 3 choices
coz i dun wanna spend to much on tis stuff one-shot..
aft some hassle...i gave in..
i bought 2 sets..
i din regret..
but..
i nd to forbid myself fr buying anymore earrings with d nx 2 mths..
so..my dears..
if we were to go out within d nx 2 mths..
pls rmber to stop me if i were to get new earrings again.. XD
thank you!! ^_^

we head home right aft dat coz both my sis n i had blisters all over our feet..
i was limping as i walk... T_T
thanks to those bloody heels! >~<

to sum up d whole thing..
it's a great time-out for d both of us..
i guess it would be long b4 d nx round comes... XD
coz my dear is only having her hols in june,
while i will hav mine 2 mths earlier than hers..
we can hardly find time where d both of us r free at d same time..
sad case huh.. haiz... >.<

ciaoz.. ^^

Friend

2009-03-20T20:56:00.005+08:00

' A true friend will respect who you are,they won't expect you to change to a different person to please them.'

I went across tis phrase when i was reading the blog of one of my junior.
I like the definition of tis phrase a lot!
it makes people think dat they are special in the eyes of the ones dat love them.

not to say true frens wont make u change,
but even if they ask u to change is because they think thr r some flaws dat u can improve in to make ur life better.. ^^

yea..i know...
my dears!!! thank you so much for helping tru-out my life until now..
i may not hav only one fren who 'stick' wiv me fr d day i hav memories till now..
but i do hav frens fr diff stages who gave me help fr diff aspects..
i will heart you all alwiz!!! ^x^

i'm so into quotes lately... XD
dun ask me why..i dunno..
but these kind of lil phrases do lighten my day sometimes.
^_^

I can call it A day... XD

2009-03-17T23:26:00.002+08:00

2day's band class was so fun!!!!!
tis is d 2nd time i've found band class amusing!!! XD
n it was so much better than d previous time!!!!!!
cant wait for fri.....haha...

yea,i know..
i was sakai when i saw d comments..
i jumped and shouted yay..
n ching tot i was insane..
coz i went 'cuckoo' twice 2day..
n she say she nvr knew abt tis side of me...
XD

well...
my dear fren,
beware then...
tis IS d real me..
things been diff for d past few months...
i was shut in a box for dat period..
now..im releasing bit by bit..
i know thr'll be more..
but hopefully i'll be able to conduct self-control..
if not..
habis...

XD

ciaozz... ^_^

Trust

2009-03-16T18:18:00.006+08:00

'You can trust nobody but yourself,sometimes not even your family or bestie or mate would be the someone that you could rely on.'

This is the statement that was made TWICE by a fren.

When she mention this to me for d 1st time,
i was kinda shock dat tis actually came out fr her.
coz her condition was so much better than i was at dat time.

she mention dat im kinda naive sometimes..
n i shldnt simply place my trust on anyone,
not even my closest soulmate,which is my sis..
it made me wonder how many times of betrayal she've gone tru to make her say tis...

for d 2nd time,
she actually gave dat as an advice to me...
coz she knew i had trouble with human relationships all d time..
i asked her a question...
wont dat be hard?
u hav to keep all d things to urself?
i tot dat wat's frens are for?
to share ur joy and to lighten ur burden?
she did not gave me a satisfying answer but a quick reply dat could keep me thinking until any trouble occur.
u will come to a point whr u think keeping things to urself is better than sharing d weight.

i was thinking...
shld i be discussing tis? m i qualified to talk abt tis?
coz i know very well dat..
im not suppose to say tis coz im d one dat hav a HUGE mouth dat ppl hates.
for me..i alwiz think dat 'Sharing is Caring'
not to say sharing to the world,but within the bunch..
but for now..
i think 'Keeping Quiet' would be d best advice for me..

maybe i really shld consider abt my problematic personality and attitude issues seriously now..
i do know dat her words has nth to do towards me..
but...well..
i guess tis is d alarm dat the Lord is giving me...

For all my dears,(yes each and everyone of you!!!)

no matter what happens,i'll still place my trust on you.

please dont let me down.

^X^

Dear Lord,My Heavenly Father,
Please guide me,lead me to the correct path.
I pray for Your forgiveness and guidance in life.
Amen.

Congrats, my dear!!!

2009-03-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

My dear,
I'm so proud of you!!!

tho i alr expected dat fr u...
but i really din expect dat much!!!
i knew u could make it!
Thank God!

rmber ya..
u gotta belanja makan!!!

muacks!!!
^x^ ^x^ ^x^

Procastination!!!! >0<

2009-03-09T13:59:00.003+08:00

i hate myself for being so lazy!!!
arrgghhh...

i shld be doing my recording for THE assignment now..
but yet...
im lying around d house doing nth..

i purposely miss d show...
coz i knew i wld hav a quiet aftnoon at home
and dat wld be perfect for me to do my assignment..

but thanks to d lovely weather..
i've been napping tru-out d day till now...
n surprisingly...
i did not go wacko worrying if i don't hav time to complete it..
n guess wat..
i haven't even start preparing for it..

ouchhh..
tis is so bad!!!
i nd someone to whack me...
I NEED TO BUCK UP NOW!!!
> > ~~ < <

Moviee!!!

2009-03-08T17:56:00.002+08:00

Going to watch 'Marley n Me' wiv sis tmr..
weeeee.....
cant wait!! >_<

n...
celebrating mum's bday tmr..
yay!!!
hopefully my veggie bake would turn out nicely.. XD

Quotes

2009-03-04T23:05:00.001+08:00

I found this from an email..

' To handle yourself, use your head...

To handle others, use your heart... '

I love this phrase a lot..
it means so much to me..

I'm amazed with the results XD

2009-03-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

Yay!! XD

2009-03-01T21:04:00.003+08:00

Got myself a tube(tak tau apa penjodoh bilangan can use,jz simply think of 1) of concealer at last!!!

wanted to buy for a long time since last yr when my cousin urge me to buy it in sg laz yr april..
coz of d currency diff...i din actually buy it at dat time..
so i tell myself,i muz get one when im in kl..
but i alwiz cant find d correct 'kaki' to go to this kind of places to buy,
so..drag until 2day..

2day,i went to MPO wiv Angel,Amy,Karen n Yvoon to watch piano concerto..
b4 lunch..
i actually walked into Guardian and wanted to buy d concealer which cost abt 50++
when i was abt to pay in d cashier,
Amy sudd pulled me back and ask me to go Sasa to buy aft v finished d concert..
so i'm like..
okay,i follow wat d pro says.. XD

so aft d concert,v went Sasa aft teman-ing Yvoon hav her dinner (teman teman sampai v oso went to buy food.. XD)
so ngam,Sasa is having anniversary sales..
so i actually got my concealer is a much cheaper price compared to Guardian..
which is oni RM38.xx(tis is aft 20% discount,but even if no discount,still cheaper!!)

i cant imagine myself buying tis stuff now..
coz laz time i dun really like to put on make up..
yes..i do agree dat i alwiz hav make up on my face laz time whenever i hav dance performances,
but those r d times whr i dont hav my glasses on..

for now,aft i left sch and no longer got involve in tis performance field,
i do not think it's crucial to put on make up when i go out eventhough my cousin hav been nagging abt it..
coz in my opinion,
im wearing specs and make up wouldnt make any diff,
so i decided not to spend to much on tis stuff..

but as time comes..
my mindset has changed..
n thanks to someone's suggestion on treating myself better..
i've decided to make some slight changes..
hopefully...
it wouldnt turn out awfully as i try to change..

Memories

2009-02-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

You were once there,
in the irreplacable spot,
whr we thought nothing could change that fact,
but yet everything will change as time comes.

None of us wants it to be that way.
But we were too far apart to be close to each other.

The end of something doesn't marks the end of the world,
it actually means that there will be something new coming.

Thank you for being my friend at all times.
Be happy and content with what you have now.
Treasure it with tender loving and care.

Good Luck!
^_^

Tired

2009-02-24T15:42:00.000+08:00

Uni life is never relax and free..

now i understand the real meaning of this phrase...

aarrrggghhh!!!

An advice given and taken into heart

2009-02-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

A fren told me sth dat is so right:
'The reason why you are being so worried is because you know what would come,
and you do not wish to see her in the condition that you've once gone through.
But at the same time,protecting her isn't helping her at all.
You have to let her fall and learn her lesson the hard way if she is not appreciating what you've done to her.
You learnt your lesson when you fell down,why don't you ask the question to yourself,
was there anyone to protect you when you were about to fall?
The answer is NO, and that is why you've become what you are now.
So,let her find her way herself. She'll get it someday.'

tis fren was being so straightforward(not to say she is rude,coz dat's her character)...
but it is very true..

yet, i have my weaknesses..
i cant bear to see the sadness in her face again..
i cant bear to leave my fren alone..

y m i alwiz tied up wiv other ppl's issues?

it did took me sometime to learn to do things d way how d advice was 'shown'..
so from now on..
im goin to try my best to let it be..
She have to learn..
maybe not in my way,
but in her way..

Thanks dear,
for listening to my craps,
for helping me to de-stress,
for standing by my side at some point,(in my opinion,u did)
AND...
for helping me tru tis huge mess!!

and for another fren,
Take Care!
i think i've sort of ended my journey wiv u for now..
Be happy in your life!
i wish u best of luck!

p/s: if u happen to knw who m i writing to,pls keep dat to urself or ask me personally,
i would like to keep both mine n their privacy protected..Thanks! ^_^

Miss you so much

2009-02-20T20:15:00.003+08:00

I really wish dat u were here...
whr i can feel the existence of u..
sometimes...
it's jz so hurt to see everyone being so sweet...

hopefully u can come back soon enough..
I've missed u terribly!!

我是不是太多事了呢？

2009-02-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

心存好意地告诉你，
结果还是被你嫌。。。
我是不应该不要再跟你说了呢？

请你告诉我！
‘是’的话，那我以后就听了就算。
没必要增添你的烦恼，
我也不用挨‘骂’了。

Kena Tagged >.<

2009-02-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

Instructions:

Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italicize the statements that you wish were true.

Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

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I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
Shopping mall is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car. (so not true!!)
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

I STAB : Shi Chyi, Serene, Kharenee, Zhengg Yi, Karen Tan

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Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I was tagged by:
> Jie Ying

I tag:
- Shi Chyi
- Kharenee
- Su-Hwei
- Zhengg Yi
- Esther Khoo

1st : What's your name?
> Seong Seong,with loadz of nicknames(ask those who named me XD )

2nd : How old are you?
> turning 20 in another 7 months time?

3rd : What are three electronics you can't live without?
> my handphone,ipod,Mac...

4th : Are you amazing?
> well..yes.. XD

5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?
> Sony Ericsson

6th : What colour is your phone?
> Blue!!! my fav colour

7th : Have you slept in school before?
> yup,quite a number of times

8th : How long are you online in one day?
> Depends...

9th : How would you describe yourself?
> loud,bossy,annoying

10th : What's your favourite topic to talk about?
> any dat i can understand

11th : Which teacher do you like?
> My std one homeroom teacher,Lee Lao Shi

12th : Who do you think is the most handsome in your class?
> ermm...

13th : Who are you currently aiming on?
> him

14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling's secrets?
> sort of

15th : How do you rate your sibling?
> i love them loadz!!!

17th : Do you judge people?
> yes,n i admit dat it's a bad habit dat i cant change >.<

18th : Do you run?
> y not?but not much..

19th : Are you lazy to tag people?
> sometimes

20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
> Cusin Phooi Yan

21st : What's 2 + 2?
> 4?

22nd : Who's your idol?
> currently nobody in particular..

23rd : Are you a monster?
> ?_?

24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?
> when i was young,yes

25th : What was the last movie you watched?
> Alvin and the Chipmunks(incomplete)

26th : What do you think about your English?
> quite bad

27th : Who do you hate?
> backstabbers,whiners,ppl who complains a lot,ppl who doesnt grow up(mentally),stalkers

29th : Do you love yourself?
>y not?

30th : Blurt out 5 random words
> I'm tired
> Life's bad sometimes
> I'm jz helping u,do i need to get d scoldings and sulking as well?
> I hate d printer!!!
> sleepy.. zzzZZZZzzZZZ

Dear Diary (1)

2009-02-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

This is the place where i treat it like my diary..
an open diary which my friends can read..
i love and hate this place at the same time..
coz im not used to be exposed so much..
im not the kind of person that would tell the whole world what i'm doing..
in my sis eyes,im the kind that would keep things..
coz she say im d eldest..
and im alwiz trying to hide things fr her n bro so they wont have trouble..
she actually scolded me for that..
for not treating her like a sis by killing myself silently..(such heavy words she's using)
i dont think dat my fellow frens would agree to dat,unless it is from the mouth of my 'Angels' XD

whether d answer fr my frens is yes or no..
dat's up to their judgement..
i have no interference on their rights of speaking freely in this open world...
feel free to critisize me...
i would prefer people to tell me off,
then i know whr exactly is my wrong-doings..

dear diary,
i'll love u and alwiz will..
u r my shelter..
xoxo

Emotions release & a token of appreciation

2009-02-08T22:11:00.005+08:00

i do not know wat has gotten into me..
i broke down twice tis week..

it was jz a crappy conversation with my sis...
but i have no idea dat..
after a few sentences..
i actually broke down...
right infront of my stressful sis..

sorry my dear!!
i din mean to make u in tears as well..
but u r right..
i've been far far away fr God for a very long time..
i've been keeping too much things to myself..
i've been making those dat love me worried..
i've been trying to be heroin,but end up i got hurt..

thank you so much for spending time with me eventhough u hav TONS of maths to do..
i love u my dear!!
n i alwiz will!!
^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

Random Thoughts

2009-02-08T19:42:00.002+08:00

I hate people who take things for granted..

yes..i do know..
we've promised,
but dat is only under some sort of circumstances..
things change...
n we need to move on..
thr's nth wrong when we suddenly decided to leave it and want nothing to do with it...
coz d commitment is not crucial fr us but u..

don't ever make wrong assumptions when u dunno d truth..
sometimes people prefer to hide d truth to protect someone..
but somehow..
thr r times dat d victim is being over protected n end up d protectors got hurt...
n thr r times dat d protectors had done so much and ended up they do not knw how to tell d victim off when d time has actually come...

im jz wondering..
how can life be liddat?
wat is d credit for being nice..or shld i say TOO nice to people..
well..
in my opinion...
d credit is getting to learn more on handling problems..
but at d same time...
it actually hurts b4 u got d lesson...

life...
haiz...
tis is wat u call life...

Live ur life in ur way

2009-02-06T22:49:00.004+08:00

At some point,
life can be frustrated and yet u can change nothing...
and usually dat's d point where i found out dat im so far away from my Dear Lord..
God gave us trials to test out faith..
but i wonder y everytime when He gave me challenges,
i alwiz fall at dat very spot and needed my angels to bring me out from d doubts dat i have in Christ
m i really dat weak?
i do not knw d answer..
maybe dat's how God create everything..
'Nothing is Perfect'
u'll be good at some point but at d same time u'll have ur weaknesses...
he gave me d ability to be tough in some issues,
but at d same time,im weak when Satan tempts me..

so..
rather than staying at dat point sulking and blaming...
PRAY!
y dont just think of a way to live through it,
and make urself proud aft u hav achieved sth fr dat particular experience?
prayers has alwiz works in seriously amazing ways..
i bet i've been mentioning tis for many times..
but it is an undeniable fact..

Hwei,
i'm so sorry to bother u again..
hopefully u'll get to read tis soon enough..
can i request a prayer from u?
may i ask u to pray for me?
im praying for courage,patience n wisdom for my current condition(i bet u knw very well wat i mean)
and im oso praying for a mentally and physically healthy body so dat i'll hav d strength to get tru all these..

Breakfast of the day

2009-01-31T13:39:00.002+08:00

Moey Su-Hwei!
u really did gave my day a great start!!
i heart u so much my dear fren!!!!!!
^x^ ^x^ ^x^

it has been long since d last time v had a looOONG chat...
tho it's jz 2 hrs...
but u gave me so much..
1st,u gave me ur precious time.
then u had so much patience when u r listening to my complains n crap.
last but not least..
ur warm bear hug dat i've missed so much!!!

thr arent any exact word dat can explain my feelings now..
i can jz say dat:
i felt so touch n wanted to cry alr..

i bet u do hav some idea of how bad my condition is for right now...
but u cant imagine how much u have helped me in tis 2 hrs..
jz by lending ur ears is d best gift i've gotten fr u..

but...
thr's a flaw..
which i kinda mention abt it when v were on our way to watson,
but i didnt tell u wat was in my mind..
which is....
v 4got 2 take a picture 2gether!!!!!!!
i wanna take a picture wiv d fat Su-Hwei dat i rarely get to see!!!!! XD
haiz....such a waste!! -_-"

well..to end d story..
once again...
i wanna show my appreciation..

THANK YOU SU-HWEI!
^X^ ^X^ ^X^ ^X^ ^X^

2009-01-26T02:20:00.001+08:00

Wishing Everyone a Blessed Chinese New Year!

2009-01-23T19:01:00.003+08:00

is my trust dat worthless to you?

i had hope on u..
but end up..
u made me mope...

im so flustered now.

Useless and hopeless

2009-01-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

Everything is a challenge,an obstacle for me..
in fact,
Nothing was and is easy in my eyes...
yet..im taking too many things for granted..

im asking myself,
did i ever look back and learn from all my stupid mistakes..
the answer is NO...

y do i hav such attitude?
i felt so helpless about myself..
yet i hate myself for all these stupid things...

y did this happen?
y m i not bucking up??
y m i so obtuse?
y m i so absurd on all d wonderful things dat i had??

in conclusion,
I'm just nothing but an empty shell.

im so disappointed with myself.

[tag]

2009-01-14T22:35:00.007+08:00

（1）請老實的回答每一個問題。
（2）不行擅自塗改題目。
（3）寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
（4）點完後請通知那8位友他被點到了。

--------------[ 壹 ] . 個人題 - １０題 --------------

[ 01 ] 你叫什么: 双双
[ 02 ] 你的綽號:又又又又，又四次方，缀少丝，缀无丝，阿双，double double, seong, seong seong
[ 03 ] 你的血型：A+
[ 04 ] 你的星座：处女座
[ 05 ] 你是男還是女：女啦！
[ 06 ] 你幾歲：20’09
[ 07 ] 你住哪裡：KL
[ 08 ] 你現在的學校：思大
[ 09 ] 你有沒有手機：有。。。废话！
[ 10 ] 承上，那是多少：什么来着？

--------------[ 貳 ] . 朋友題 - １０題 --------------

[ 11 ] 你最要好的朋友（限１個）：佳伶吧，童年玩伴啊
[ 12 ] 你最討厭的人（限１個）：没必要告知。
[ 13 ] 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）：嘉欣
[ 14 ] 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）：我弟
[ 15 ] 什麼樣的女生你最討厭：讲一套做一套，在背后搞鬼的
[ 16 ] 什麼樣的男生你最討厭：自以为是，死不要脸
[ 17 ] 你的好朋友有誰（不限）：没数过。。
[ 18 ] 你經常和哪位朋友出去：莫过于那三朵金花。
[ 19 ] 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）：？？
[ 20 ] 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）：我家的宝贝 ^_^

--------------[ 參 ] . 感情題 - １５題 --------------

[ 21 ] 你有沒有喜歡的人：跟你讲没有！你信不信？
[ 22 ] 如果有，那她叫什麼：没必要通告天下
[ 23 ] 如果沒有，那你希望什麼時候有另一半：让一切顺其自然，不打算强求
[ 24 ] 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：没有
[ 25 ] 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：可能有吧，不记得了。。
[ 26 ] 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: 不知道，帮我数数看，我有宝贝，老公，dear。。。
[ 27 ] 你現在有另一半嗎：没有
[ 28 ] 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：傻眼。。
[ 29 ] 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：没思考过这样的问题。。
[ 30 ] 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：爱一个人无需任何理由，由内心发出的爱是无懈可击的！（贝，不好意思，直接拿了你的答案。）
[ 31 ] 你跟你的另一半牽手過嗎：不记得
[ 32 ] 你跟你的另一半抱或親過嗎：没必要汇通天下
[ 33 ] 你跟異性牽手過嗎：玩游戏时当然会有啊
[ 34 ] 是誰，你們什麼關係：有必要宣布吗？
[ 35 ] 現在有人在追你嗎：不知道，也没兴趣知道

--------[ 肆 ] . 混合題 - １０題 --------------

[ 36 ] 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：离我而去是指什么？哪一种定义？
[ 37 ] 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會怎樣：崩溃
[ 38 ] 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會怎樣：到时再算。
[ 39 ] 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走吗?:绝对不会！！！
[ 40 ] 你上課認真嗎：看是什么课啦～
[ 41 ] 你上課都在做什麼：除了听课，还有一大堆。。。
[ 42 ] 你功課好不好：不见得
[ 43] 你打開電腦都在幹麻：聊天，看网站～
[ 44 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個同性：没算过
[ 45 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：又问？也没算过

--------------[ 伍 ] . 兇手題 - １０題 --------------

[ 46 ] 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：我家的宝贝
[ 47 ] 這個人對你好不好：好到极点
[ 48 ] 這個人是你的誰：都说了，我家的宝贝
[ 49 ] 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：哪一种喜欢？我很爱她的哦
[ 50 ] 你們認識多久了：接近5年

[ 51 ] 這個人是怎樣的人：和我有几分像，名副其实的滥好人
[ 52 ] 這個人正／帥嗎：蛮不错的
[ 53 ] 這個人有沒有喜歡過你：去问她
[ 54 ] 這個人跟你有沒有在一起過：一起过什么？
[ 55 ] 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼辦：我本来就很爱她，会有差吗？

-------------[ 陸 ] . 聯想題 - １０題-------------

[ 56 ] 說到正妹你會想到誰：不是答了吗？
[ 57 ] 說到帥哥你會想到誰：又来？
[ 58 ] 說到憨你會想到誰：不是问过了吗？i
[ 59 ] 說到痴你會想到誰：白痴的人
[ 60 ] 說到暗戀你會想到誰：就。。他啦～~~呵呵
[ 61 ] 說到出去玩你會想到誰：我的金花们
[ 62 ] 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：古代的冰淇淋（是人的外号，请别误会）
[ 63 ] 說到傻子你會想到誰：傻子咯
[ 64 ] 說到笑點低你會想到誰：我自己
[ 65 ] 說到愛笑你會想到誰：有好几个

-------------[ 柒 ] . 學校題 - １１題 --------------

[ 66 ] 你的班導是誰：都念大学了，哪来的班导师？
[ 67 ] 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：每堂课都在换
[ 68 ] 你最喜歡的老師是誰：我一年级的班导，李老师。
[ 70 ] 你的英文好嗎：过得去
[ 71 ] 你的體育好嗎：蛮烂的
[ 72 ] 你的數學好嗎： +，-，×，/都会，算不算好？
[ 73 ] 你喜不喜歡你的校長：现在的院长？不知道，没感觉。
[ 74 ] 你的學校好看嗎：勉强过得去
[ 75 ] 你的班級是：我没有班了啦
[ 76 ] 你的班級在幾樓：1楼和3楼

--------------[ 捌 ] . 點名題 - 8 題 ----------

1.竹节风
2.音乐宅女
3.小娃娃
4.Jie Ying
5.Peggy Liew
6.Yem Voon
7.Zhengg Yi
8.Yee Kuan/小鬼

1st day of uni in 2009

2009-01-02T17:36:00.007+08:00

i bet u guys muz hav noticed dat tis title is a lil similar to my previous post..
well..it's jz d 2nd of jan..
of course thr'll be loadz of firsts to come in a new year rite? XD
woke up at 7.45 tis morning to get ready for d 1st class which is at 9am!!!!
but tcher went in like..9.20?i cant rmber d exact time..

aft d class..
i wanted to go MV to pass a present to a sec fren who supposedly had a gathering..
but i din go coz im suppose to hav class..
but end up..i still went thr to pass d presents..
wiv sum 'extras' being loaded in my car XD
yvonne,jie ying n hooi ching spontaneously decided to follow me to MV jz for fun..
so i end up passing d present to my fren n go walk walk wiv them..

hmm...
my job here is to post up some photos for yvonne's use..
so,im gonna leave d rest of d random outing n classes aft v return to uni for her to elaborate in her blog..

yvonne,u heard me?
so...pls continue wiv as much details as u can ,okay? ^^
any1 who is interested for d rest of d story check out her blog for updates XD
d url is www.tomokomikage.blogspot.com

su-hwei,so sad lar..
2day did get to bump into u..
: (
u muz quickly plan a meet up wiv me ya!!
miss u so much...

1st day of 2009...

2009-01-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

010109 is gonna end pretty soon..
supposedly i shld do a wrap up for 2008 jz like any1 else does..
but im jz so lazy to do so..
so..jz wanna make myself comfortable here..
im gonna scribble sth b4 d 1st day of 2009 ends..

2007 is a year whr i grow a lot in terms of handling relationships n spiritual life..
2008...well.. is a year dat reminds me so much of my olden days,
n oso a year dat teaches me to treasure wat i used to hav n wat i hav now..

well..
tis is jz a short wrap up of wat i've been experiencing in 2008..
hopefully..
i'll hav time to do a longer one..
but i doubt it..
coz..
tmr im gonna hav my 1st class of d 1st sem of d yr at 9am.. T_T
pathetic huh..
i wonder y my uni starts on d 2nd..
majority uni n colleges start on d 5th 2gether wiv kindergartens,primary n secondary schools..

hmm...
actually..
i cant wait for d busy semester to come..
i hav so much things dat im looking forward to..
(including d nerve wrecking competition events dat falls on d 10th tis month n 15th of feb) XD

Year 2009,
HERE I COME!!!!!

聊天记

2008-12-28T15:12:00.003+08:00

贝,
除了谢谢,我也不知道要用什么字眼来表达我自己.
可是我知道,你是了解我的意思的,对吧?

其实也不能说是道谢啦,
因为我俩实在是很久没酱子聊天了...
朋友本来就应该找时间来叙叙旧,聊聊天...
你说是不是?
说真的...这种感觉真好 ^^

美丽的宝贝啊!
不是我想要这么残忍的...
只是..作为一位想为你好的朋友,
我想说,
是时候要长大了!

不要说是你,
连现在的我,离开了中学的怀抱已两年的我,
都还很想念以前的日子,
你不同于我的是,
你比我多了一份对宿舍的情意...

我知道事实是残酷的,

想念归想念,

可是你要知道,

你现在离开了那个暖窝,那个小温室,
你不在拥有以前的第二个避风港,
现在的你只有两个地方可以依赖,
一个是你的家,一个是你自己,
我不是说朋友不可靠,
只是...
以后的世界,并没有想象中的好...
很明显,我是一个摆在你面前的好例子.
所以很多东西其实是靠自己的...
我没有要说你笨,
只是,你有时实在是太好人了!
我有少少担心你,你懂吗? ^_^

以后的生活要加油哦!
撑不著时,要切记你身后还有永远支持你的家人和老朋友们!

(我是不是有病啊,干嘛突然写了那么多恶心的东西. >.< )

对了...
谢谢你把我搞得那么精神!
我们破纪录了!!!
与你通宵达旦的聊了四个小时半的天,
觉得好有成就感咧! 嘻嘻 ^^
下次我们用回同一个方法吧!
又省钱,又方便,又能与你'八'目相望 XD
酱子真的很好噎!

还有还有,
记得要提醒我请你吃饭哦! ^^

^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^ ^x^

Dong Zhi n Xmas celebration

2008-12-27T15:23:00.019+08:00

thr has been so much to talk abt..
but im jz super hyper lazy to lay out all d details.. XD

din hav a proper dong zhi celebration tis yr,
coz i followed my cousin to Johor for her wedding...
but still..
i had my bowl of tang yuen when i came back fr Johor ^^

for xmas,
had a bbq dinner in my hse wiv my mum's side of relatives on xmas eve..
went for church service on xmas morning..
dat's roughly wat i've been doing for my xmas ^^

oh ya..
i nd to thank all d ppl dat sent me dong zhi wishes n xmas cards,e-cards,emails n smses!!!
Auntie Khor,Yee Yee,godsis Chyi,SK2,Ann Jil,Aliza,Fang jie jie,cousin Kabs,Serene,Esther Lim,Hooi Ching,Pretty,Jie Ying,Sim Ni,Ai Jia,Audrey,Penny,Phui Yee,Sin Zu,Shook Ling,Su Sean, Lizzy,Angel,Melissa,cousin Phooi Yan,tortoise Yee Theng,Jee Leng,Chee Hong,Wei Keat,Kok Chew,Mun Keat,Vivian,Kharenee,Esther Khoo n etc. (im trying very hard 2rmber all,so dont push it =P )

xmas eve bbq dinner:
it's jz a simple get 2gether of my family n my cousins n aunties n grandmother...
a simple bbq dinner plus gifts exchange n some xmas carols singing..
i seriously suck when im d accompanist for d singing part..
maybe i shld hav try on dat keyboard rather than jz practice wiv sis on d piano upstairs..
ishh..regret so much..made a huge mess for my singers (mum n sis n bro)

xmas church service:
tis yr..
a lot of u guys threaten me to go..(especially jeeleng n kharenee)
y huh?of course i'll go..
n plus..
it's esther's n sam's last time of spending xmas in here..
they wont be back for at least 3 yrs later,how could i miss d service??
n it might oso be d last yr to see all of us 2gether..
coz nx yr we'll no longer be 2gether to attend yf (tis includes dinah chow,jason lim,bryan,zen,jee leng..who else?did i miss any1?)
do i look like im dat absurb?
n how could i miss d wonderful xmas service in TLC??
u ppl..seriously..nd to rethink how u guys judge me n my sis XD

sam,ying,me n esther.gonna miss u guys A LOT!!!!!

arrgghh..i din manage take a pic wiv jee leng!!
i swear dat nx yr i muz rmber to do so.. >.<

as a whole wrap up..
i had d best xmas tru out d yrs i've lived..
it is certainly a memory dat i will cherish always..
thanks guys!!!!

Yvonne's miuzeek tag ^^

2008-12-26T18:50:00.002+08:00

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.

II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IV. Put This In Your Blog.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
* Symphony No.8 - Beethoven

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF ?
* Alone I Break - Korn

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
* Why - Lionel Richie

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
* Champagne Supernova - Oasis

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
* Cherry Cherry - Neil Diamond

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
* Tonight I Celebrate My Love - Peabo Bryson & Roberta Flack

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
* As Heaven Is Wide - Garbage

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
* Home - Michael Buble

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
* Don't You Just Know It - DJ Otzi

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
* Don't Speak - No Doubt

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
* Just Like Noah's Ark - Elton John

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
* Sunny Came Home - Shawn Colvin

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE ?
* Rain - Priscilla Ahn

14. WHAT DO YOU WAN TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP ?
* Move On - Simon Webb

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE ?
* Don't Leave Me - Green Day

16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING ?
* Wanted Dead Or Alive - Chris Daughty

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
* Leaning on the Lamp - Herman's Hermit

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

* I Dare You To Move - Switchfoot

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR ?
* Welcome to the Jungle - Gun n' Roses

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET ?
* Shiver - Coldplay

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
* Who Knew - Pink

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS ?
* Last Christmas - Wham

23. WHAT SONG WOULD YOU PLAY DURING YOUR FIRST TIME HAVING SEX?
* Happiness - Joel Xavier & Ron Carter

everything is jz so ridiculous.. XD
no answers actually matched d questions..
im jz doing it for Yvonne's sake.. ^^

and for now......i tag :
1.Yem Voon
2.Peggy Liew
3.Hooi Ching
4.Penny
5.Voon Foong